IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dreams my wrist watch broke...the hand`s fell off...

In this episode I saw a man working with a bee-hive without any protction clothings what so ever..the bee`s where buzzing around his head...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was sleeping in my bed..I stretched my arms and I felt like a wooden wall with cracks ..through the cracks I could feel a breath...or someone smelling me...I sit up in the bed and now the wall have changed to a fench...over the fench I can see a horse...I say...oh are you living next door to me...and here I woke up...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was driving a beautiful red sports car...it took me a little time to learn to drive it...specially when I had to drive it steep up hill..but I did do it 😊

[IA56]

In last night dream I was running from grandparents house...over the fields...down to the creek...over the creek...and now I was on my childhood home front yard...I had a bad stomach...and I had made a mess...here I awoke...

[Antares]

Hi Antares.

I will tell you my story...I met a man in 2001...who was powerful and whilst I was in contact with him...I was invaded by same sort of energies/entities as you describe ...interupting and making me lack of sleep and having episods of psyhosis....I had my own company so I could decide when to take time of...and when to work...so this went on for several years as you decribe about your life....I was taken advantage of and I was loosing much money...until one day I decided ...this is enough...I left the man`s guidance...and went bankcrupty...I was totally ruined...

I started to build up my life again...I gave me time to heal...and I started to have inner knowing why this happened...it was my own doings...I had to start to look how my emotions is and why the energies so successully blinding and keeping me from to see what was going on.../ at that thime I was not able to process my traumas and not to understand my feelings...about jelousy...grudges)..I have just now resently started to get words to what is what....difference between negs and elementals... everybody has elementals as a part of the level you develp to and to the bodies is part of our consiusness...I am just getting words to link to my experiences.

When I got some distance to this happening with the "negs, elementals"..I started to feel why they have lost their grip of me....was that I was able to rise abowe them...I am on a higher level and here is another support what is positive...I had a vision about vertical ...and horisontal....I have bean pondering on this and now it feels clear...I have to start to develop the knowledge about the plans ...how are they built both vertically and horisontally...


I did by my own will go to bancrupty...I am not that kind of person who cares about ranks and weath as many on this planet does...they can not let go of the hamsters wheel...they have to just work more to get more money to get more bigger cars etc...
I did see the "black hole" what will never be filled ...so I let go..and all those who had claimed to be my friends ..disapeared because I did not have money nor anything they could gain on me (their negs..what is their unfulfilled needs and wants)...but what I riped in knowledge and clarity was enormeous..it was very painful and shameful to see me and understand what and why things happen in my life..I was driven as the most of people on this plandt...to gain famous and fortune...It is nothing wrong to be rich and famous..so do not missunderstand me......it wasmy astral closet what was filled with all kind of non processed emotions...

Everything happens for a reason...the evelution is build in such way...and every plan is build in different "needs" to be met before you can enter a new plan...deep self knowledge...and the higher plans do not let you enter before you have done your home work...so do not let the energies on that plan you are on to lure you away from the Source and the light...Read the Multidimentiona Human...

I can see that my words is wonky but I am sure I get better in explaining what I have understood and gain in knowing.

Love
ia

Thanks for sharing your story.

I think that the thing is way much more complicated than it seems from what I have written below. Remember that when I told you that it's hard to talk about matrix at the beginning of this talk, you advised me to talk about it anyway? So I did it here - and you see your reaction. People assume that something is incorrect with my thinking, not have open minds to listen that some direct experiences may show that we know actually nothing about the universe - except our assumptions...

I've read Carlos Castaneda's books, and I must say I have similar view on many things as Don Juan, a shaman from this book: that the world is totally different than we think. People don't perceive the world itself - they perceive their thoughts about the world.

[IA56]

Day before last In the dream I was taking my medicin (I have for boodpressure, thyrodoid hormone..and for allergy)..I was holding the allergy meds in my hand when this man was asking what that was...I said for allergy...he smurged at me and said...sure...not believing me...so I asked if he want one...oh yeah he said...so I gave him one...(it is blue in colore) ..he puts it in his mouth and started to wait for its effect...here I awoke...

[IA56]

Thanks for sharing your story.

I think that the thing is way much more complicated than it seems from what I have written below. Remember that when I told you that it's hard to talk about matrix at the beginning of this talk, you advised me to talk about it anyway? So I did it here - and you see your reaction. People assume that something is incorrect with my thinking, not have open minds to listen that some direct experiences may show that we know actually nothing about the universe - except our assumptions...

I've read Carlos Castaneda's books, and I must say I have similar view on many things as Don Juan, a shaman from this book: that the world is totally different than we think. People don't perceive the world itself - they perceive their thoughts about the world.

Hi Antare.
Yes I did encurage you to write on the site ..it was that maybe someone will respond who have the same worldview as you have...because I can not relate to it.
To have different oppinion ...everone have right to have own oppinion...even if it differs alot.

About the Castaneda and Don Juan...I googled ad wikipedia say that scolars think it is a fiction story with fiction karacters...go figure.

Love
ia

[Sh@dow]

They do exist though, it does not matter to them if you believe or not.

[IA56]

They do exist though, it does not matter to them if you believe or not.

Hi Sh@dow.
Who does exist??

Love
ia

[Sh@dow]

You don't need to pay attention to that. Just passing through.