IA´s dream diary....

[Pneumismatic]

Thank you Pneumimatic!
I do not really undertand what you are saying by..."you´ll be able to help people along"??
As I understand I can only help my self...am I wrong here??
The saying....Help your self and the GOD will help you??!!

Your true Self knows what I'm aying, and you're perfectly rght!

[IA56]

Your true Self knows what I'm aying, and you're perfectly rght!

Yes Pneumismatic I know what you are talking about, just got the re-minding when reading your first writing about me helping others, that I must remember that I can only support or give ideas of strategies for self help...
When the worst beating of me did occur in 1980 and I was getting the knowledge about our indestructuble core and that I was not to be afraid of him if he kills my flesh-body he can´t ever destroy me even he sayes so...so I asked why they do not take him away from my life when they are so powerful, the answere was....we support you but you have to do the work by your self...and the saying...we do not have to fear anything but the one who can destroy what no man can do...and from here I understand the writing in bible...but to know also that only man is so coward to kill ....I know that our energy can be taken and used many way´s but it is only for our own good...but never be killed.

[IA56]

Last night I did dream that I was to some kind of school...I was standing outside the class-room in a hallway...one class mate an man who was staring at me...he had a very peculiar acting....one other class mate a man did ask him if he smokes...he put his head down and shaked it in a very odd way when saying...No no no no...I do not smoke..then he took my hand and I said..yes I do smoke (strange I stop smoking in 2003, this feels to be somekind of other meaning)...I had a jacket dark blue on me...and the odd man did ask what letters are on the chest on left side....I said...MR....then I went away to put my jacket in a locker, now it had become a coat beigis...I noticed that on top of the locker they had changed my hat...to another...one other class mate a youger man...said that it had happen to him too...and I noticed him having a hat on him different than mine....now a younger class mate a women did run to me when my locker was open and I had hung in my coat...coming with a yellow bottle with hair shampoo...with no cork on it...she said she had noticed me using this schampoo and wondering if I would buy it sheep...yes I said and did ask even I did understand that the bottle did not have any cork...no she said..I have lost it...okay I said...we have to talk about the price later...

[IA56]

Last night dreams did confirm that the top of the spiral is the bottom of next spiral...so my bottom is lifted up so to speak...and a new round start´s now from age 24...the dream was me trying to find a specific place but I did not find it...so I asked for help...but children all the time stopping me and crawing for attention....so this tell´s me that I have to be firm and not to fall for this attempt...my children are just fine...and it is my time now....I will help them more by taking care of my self now.

[IA56]

Last night I did dream about many women in my family...we where cutting something black in small pices and put it outdoors...I was small talking with my sister when I did stumble and make one plate to fall on the ground and all the black valuble mass to fall on the ground...now my aunt A did get so upset...and I did answere her to show the difference or to put her upsetness in perspective...so she could understand that this is nothing what I did....so all settlet down and me and my sister continued to small talk...she was talking about lesbian women...and I said to my sister that now you are categorizing and having a prejudice...I said that the lesbian women are like you and me....look over there...she is an lesbian do you see anything different in her and us??..Then my sister asked me why I did not be anymore with the lesbian women I used to be with...I said that the circumstanses had changed.....

[Pneumismatic]

Then my sister asked me why I did not be anymore with the lesbian women I used to be with...I said that the circumstanses had changed.....

Something wonderful has happened in the dreamer's life, a new acquisition on the soul level, a prized treasure she has sought in unnatural places for far too long. This is why she does not seek the unnatural any more, because the treaswre now resides in its natural place, where the dreamer prefers it te be. Her satisfaction may now achieve a new depth, when she knows her acquisition consciously.

[IA56]

Thank you Pneumismatic....Can you give me another word for "treaswre"..I do not find in my dictionary this word and I want to understand the meaning of the word, it is importent to me....thank you.

Last night I did dream that me and my bf where in pure joy...we where flirting around and enjoying each others company with much joy and laughter and it was much more space than it ever have bean in my dream and pure joy and happiness.....so nice and wonderful...so much love and pure joy....I love it.

First dream ever to only joy and happiness....other wise my dream always has a message of some kind...to understand and solve some issue...but now only to enjoyment and happiness and lightness....so wonderful!!

[CFTraveler]

Treasure, tesoro
Schatz in German
Schat in Dutch
Blago in Croatian
Poklad in czech

I'm avoiding real work.

[IA56]

Treasure, tesoro
Schatz in German
Schat in Dutch
Blago in Croatian
Poklad in czech

I'm avoiding real work.

Ahahaha.....Thank you CFT

Ah...Treasure...it was only spelling lapsus.....

[IA56]

Last night I did dream that I was floating abow and looking down to a forest pathway, on it was walking a women with a disobedian dog, she held him in a short leash and did almost dragg the dog with her, behind her a women on a horse, she had to hold back the horse not to panick because of the disobedian dog who now was barking like a mad.....they where in company so the lady on the horse did be a bit behind and now I only could hear the dog barking and they dissapered from my view, now on the pathway was coming a black panter and it did allert and stopping when hearing the dog barking and with this black panter was a horse with a human head...they where in company with each others....now the human-horse allerted also and they did agrea to go back on the direction they did come from....Suddenly a wild dog come from no where and did am for the barking dog...I can imagen what happened when the wild dog did reach the barking dog....uh.