Last night in my dream I was living in Olympia (no clue where it is) I did catch 2 young boy´s breaking into my home, so I did say to them, now show me where you live, I will tell your parent´s what you are doing, we here in Olympia do not behave like this...
I did have this dream 2 night´s ago...I was walking on country side and I noticed an old farm to be sold and I saw a man and a women buyer, first I did not think so much about them I was just passing by when I suddenly noticed to know the man...it was the man from India I did live with in 1983 ...Why I first noticed him was that he had 2 shawl around his head..but it was wrapped like old women used to have them tied under the chin...They had theire luggage and now the man did start to run towards his luggages and I was just thinking/feeling that do he think I will steal it??..Even I did recognice him I did not let him recoqnice me, so I did go quickly...I was just happy to have this happening in my past and not anything comming in my future, he did cheat on me and was reveled when I did have to go to doctor ....
Last night I hade few dream´s...one was that I was talking to Kurt?? He told me the phone number to the casle and he told me that they will connect to his wired phone?? I asked do you mean a walkie talkie...he did see that it was no use to try to explaine so he nodded..
In this episode it was winter and I was going to a church for a consert...I did have a red pointed cap on me (I did find it odd because I know I never wear anything on my head than I always have coat´s with cap´s) All people was small like Tom Thumb, they where happy to see me also come to the consert...when I arrived inside the church a man did catch me and told me to sit near him, I did obey but I did not know who he is, and he asked me if I did know the group who was singing or giving the consert and I had to say No because I did not know them, I didn´t know anyone...Some how I did understand not to let anyone control me like this, it was not worth it, I do not have any way els to say it.
Last night dream´s was so comfusing so I have to write it here to hope it will be clearer next night.
I did awake in the dream to notice that my body was numbed most hand´s and arm´s...and when I noticed this, it was like someone was working on me and saying like this...we have to improve this program, it does not work fully...and swich swhosh my numbness was gone and I felt circulations working good??....(I know I have injuries in my body from the abuse I have bean facing in my life, and many injuries on my body, like slipped disc´s and skelettal injuries too, so the root´s of my nerves is bare and unprotected, so it will be amazing if they can heal my flesh body, that will be real miracle)
This morning when I awakened from my sleep, I had a hard time first to understand what is the matter when I do not recognize the feeling of reality as I use to feel...I am very aware of time, when I awake from sleep I can estimate what time it is, but this morning I was in timelessness and it took time to start to understand that in this timelessness you can not take in anything it is total peace...I am sure I have developed away from stress so much that I can feel peace not only during meditation but peace will become the space I will live from all the time so to speak...very interesting indeed to see where this will take me...I am so happy.
This is the first time ever in my dream I feel I can fight back and know I can defend myself....The dream was like this...I was walking and suddenly I see a big angry dog or wolf...I did find a plank to defend me with...I did not feel fear in the weakening way or to run away, but to defend myself, but every time I tried to hit the wolf/dog the air resistence was so big so it would slow down my hit so it never hurt the wolf but did give me the time to understand that I was able to defend myself....(I would have felt bad if I had hurt that wolf, so instead of hitting it I did become aware of my strength and fearlessness) Wow...
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wow...
"(I would have felt bad if I had hurt that wolf, so instead of hitting it I did become aware of my strength and fearlessness)" = income
next occasion...drop down to knees at eye level as if greeting a child, with same strength and fearlessness, same misgiving to hurt; and make a friend. the friend already there, which imaginatively revealed to you what or who is in your heart.
sometimes there is a wolf in sheep's clothing, which we would not suspect; and sometimes there is a sheep in wolf's clothing which being suspicious would have one defend and at the same time reveal one's "feeling bad" if indeed they had hurt or harmed.
keeping your eye on the prize = the child to one day as outcome...BE
Matthew 7:1-5
1 JUDGE not, that ye be not judged.
2 For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
3 And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?
4 Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and, behold, a beam is in thine own eye?
5 Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye.
Into Dust: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uBQZ4M2Uv5c
" "I" could possibly be fading or have something more to gain"
eb|be
flow|wolf
eb and flow
this use of the term "and" means that one is true and the other is false. if the term "or", as eb or flow, were herein operable, then both would be true.
She Wolf: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVzljDmoPVs
Be true to You being true to your Being,
Tim
p.s. ebb and flow is a closed system, requiring re-constitution over time; to just be is open - all systems blown as dust in the wind.
Dust in the Wind: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mb1_xp8vFTs
I Don't Ever Give Up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktpTyT1Wj_I
"I'm no fighter, but I'm fighting, this whole world seems uninviting..."
Avatar: Passion Baby!
Making Love Out of Nothing @ ALL: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyFsyC4LqK4
Az for Me, of my Self, I am Home
Tim...Originally Posted by Tutor
I do not get out the message from your writing, do you care to write in more simple words?? Please...
Love
ia
next occasion...drop down to knees at eye level as if greeting a child, with same strength and fearlessness, same misgiving to hurt; and make a friend. the friend already there, which imaginatively revealed to you what or who is in your heart.
I must ask you what you mean, you can not be friend with an wild animal, you can train it but never be friend with?? If you mean sometning metphorically then tell it right out, please..
TIM!!
I´d like you to answere to this post and my question, please.
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