IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Some night´s ago I did dream that I was to a school but I noticed when I had entered the class-room that I did not have my book´s with me, so I felt no use to stay, one school-mate asked where I am going so I told that do you not see how in disorder I am...I can´t stay without book´s, what will the teachers say...so I went out of the room and put my shoes on and went to a bath-room and there was standing a man total white face and black eyes and my heart did race and jump in fear but then my teachers word´s come to me...he said...that if it is a deamon they will schrink when I come...so I went into total faith...and wow...he did schrink...you can imagen what this did to my gut´s ...yes yes yes...I am gaining in strength to be able to protect me....

[IA56]

The night before this I had this dream.....The only thing I remember is that 2 men was fighting over me...one man tried to catch me, he jumped towards me but the other man did pull me at his side and the man who jumped did slide on his belly on the floor, he was totally naked?? and the man who did pull me at his side did shake me from my sholder and was yelling at me very angry??....What is this?? I was so in chock that I couldn´t hear what he was yelling at me and what was going on....no clue what so ever but it did not feel good at all.

[IA56]

Last night I did dream that me and my teacher was watching over my son from distant, I did know I was not allowed to interfer only watch...He was sitting around a table and talking with a man, this man was not kind, I said to my teacher that if he followes with this man he will be killed...yap did my teacher say....but he did not follow the man, and I did feel reliefed and I was happy...but suddenly another man did enter and sat down with my sons table...omg..was my feeling..but.....he did wisper something to my son...and my teacher did be allerted in a positive way...here I did awake from the dream.....

[IA56]

Last night I did dream several sequenses....one was very odd bicysle...I did find it very hard to bike on, so I did look closer at it and noticed that they had taken the back wheel´s...it was not an ordinary bicysle...so that did explain the
difficulty why it was so hard to bike on....I did put it in my garage to buy new wheels to.-

In this seequence I was walking around a block of houses, I did see things like thrown away, very nice things, so I thought that this might whom ever take...but with closer look it was a garage sale and I was happy I haven´t taken
anything because it was not for free

In this seequence I was with my grandchildren and a man did spoke to me...he said something like this...are you
going to hide rest of you life...I was not responding to him at all...so he touched my sholder and I got like an
electrical schock...so I said....I will not try again...I have tried twice and it did end in horror....(this man did not be
my teacher so it was why I did not want to respond to him at all in the first place)

[IA56]

Last night I was to somekind of school, it was lunch and almost all food was taken, but I did find a small silver plate and it was not round but oval, I did fill it with food, the deserts was wrapped in plastic and I did feel it was not meant to me, so what I got out of this dream was that I must start to look over my portions of food and stop eating deserts I have again gained in weight

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I saw both my brothers...and I did see through theire self defence...and I felt sorry for them, I hugged them to make them secure in them self´s...then I did have the feeling to going back to body and at the same time I hear someone say....It is the drug what will wake you up.....and this did really wake me up from my dream ....

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I was little bit like a observer....One thing that stood out was a elederly lady on a horse, she looked like my ex mother in law...she had a small smile on her lips, she was more developed then me and she was a little bit proud of that, the horse and she was one...it was a joy to watch them. To show me how one they are...we where like high up on a platform and it was like high stone not walls but kind of, she and the horse wanted to look over the edge, and the horse put his leg on the stone and leaned forward to look over the edge...it was as easy as a human did do it...funny.

[IA56]

Very interesting dream last night....I think this is a sighn that I am balanced now in my female and male energies...the dream was like this....I was with my ex bf and his daughter (this bf do not have children) I was lying on my belly and the daughter did lye her on top of my back...there was other friends or relatives who did support this act...I did feel neutral about what was happening...she said that she will soon make me burn....and I said...I do not think so...meaning that I will not be sexually with her....now the bf did come into the room and asked me to come with him...we went to another room....and I now also did ley me on my belly and I started to cry...I said...I do not want this anymore...meaning to have relationaship not with him nor with his daughter.....he tried to make me to come to another solution so he started to cook...he did take very rare and for me never seen plant to cook from and he did for a sek get my attention...and here I did awake myself....

[IA56]

Last night dreams was that kind of dream you think you are awake but you are sleeping and dreaming...I am sleeping over at my son´s home for real.....and I dreamt that I hear my son be up and running around to bathroom and back and doing something what make´s my fear to alert...so I go up and he is behaving just like he does when he has taken drugs...so I comfront him by asking...have you taken some pills you shouldn´t have?? he denyes off course...so I start to mimic him and asking him why he does behave like this...and I am doing like he does...

Now in this seekquence I am at my own appartament in the dream and I am thinking in the dream...wow ...did I go home and I am now doing dance moves infront of the mirror...it was rather dark so I then come to think that I have not full astral sight because it was so dim....so I am wondering in the dream if I am out of body and awake...or if I am still dreaming.....I was dreaming I can tell now

[IA56]

In last night dream I was instructed in some kind of martial art´s perhaps.....but the stick´s was like chop stick...so I wouldn´t notice that it was a defensive art..the moves was like I was dancing....(I rather die than rise my hand in battle)...so I am now thinking...who is the force trying change me this much??...is it for my better or only to change me??