IA´s dream diary....

[susan]

IA, Of course you have my support. I will send out my prayer and love to him.
Be strong.

[dontco]

Dear IA, you have my support as well you are such a wonderful person, I wish I could help more.
Much love.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was asked to pose for advertisment for a Company who sell surfboard. In the Dream I had a bf who was with me to the session, I am standing and holding the surfboard when I looked at my bf he is red on his face and showing sign to cry, I look straigt to him and ask, what is the matter?? tell me, please....and I feel conserned....he does not say anygthing first but then he say.....you act like you cared...this hurt me so much so I decided to leave the room, he ought to know...how much I care about everybody and most about him....so I did not stay to be insuted....I was Little bit scarred that he will come after me so I feel how I tense my sholders...I am soon on the parking lot to take the car and drive away, I see at the road and I see Cecar Milan, I am surprised he seam to be keen to talk to me Before I am off, he approaches me and my reaction is....I do not have any dog....more than my bf and he can be a real dog...but I will not take back him....so when I say ...I will not take back him...CM seams to be happy and feels ...mission compleated.....

[IA56]

In last night Dream was again an inviroment what I have hard to express. It was so dark, and the only light come from me but it was too narrow or how to say...it seamed that the light did come from my Eyes and lightened up where I looked, but it was so strange that I could not say where I was....I tried to make sense to understand but did not succeed. I am sure I am going to be back there, I Think it was an inviroment where lost souls might be, and the feeling I got was that I was trying to locate some one but not sure whom, like I shimmed over the area to see if I recognize any...did not.

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I had a baby galore ...it was so nice, I did recognize some of the Babies to be my relatives in this Life.

In this seequenze I met a women I knew, when I hugged her I said...we have not seen each other´s for thousends of years, are you still married to same man?? She said, look for yourself if it is the same man. It was not. He started at once to flirt with me, I did be offended of my friends sake, he had different colores on his Eyes, on the left Eye was golden yellow, and the right was Brown...he did do with his tongue like he wanted to lick me...so I said to him, if you do not put your tongue in your mouth I will snap you (with putting my pointing finger curled to the thumb and giving him a snap on his forhead) he started to laugh and he did find this very funny, so it Went from serious to laugh.

In this seeaquenze I was with my childhood friend E on a shopping toure, we did enter in a shop and there was a big blue and White bowl and she said, do you remember my other Bowls in this serie, yes I said, she said, look what the cost is...there was so many ´numerals so I had hard time to figure out what was the prize number....then I found what could be it...489....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was with some of my relatives, my grandchild J we where up on a Cliff and was ment to dive into the ocean, I looked down and asked if anyone have ever invertigated the depts of the ocean, that it is safe to dive that there will not be any big stones to hurt us, my sisters husband said, it is so Deep you will never reach the bottom. J was to dive first, I sat down on the Cliff and was so surprised when he did dive on that way that he kept the Contact with me all the time, he somehow was able to hold on to my big toe but he was not that aware of it so I did not say anything, it did warmth my heart so much that he trusted and cared to be in touch with me so to speak.
My sisters husband shouted to my sister to get the boat, she was angry and shouted back, why is it Always me who have to get the boat, but she did go to get it in anger, I tried to call her that I can go with her, but I somehow did not manage to open my phone to make the call, and then I hear like the announce (or maybe does now Days too ) in Palaces who is coming...and I did recognize who was coming and I was so surprised because I have left those people into my past and thought never to meet them again...so the thought come to me...all goes round and round, so it does not matter how long you live you will Always meet your past at some Point, so it is better to make friends with it in the now....

[IA56]

In last night Dream it was hard, because of the day Before what I wrote in this diary, to make friends with the past, so last night my second husband turned up in the Dream, and somehow I felt that he had taken my saying litterally. He was so sure we will be again together, I did not feel good about it and I said harsh to him.....but do you not ever Think I will be as I was last time, because you are not that easy to live with. He asked why not, I said because of your subborness, yes he said, I am stubborn, yes I said to your own good.
I do still have a very uncomfortable feeling, if I hade to return back to him, no way, I will die slowly in that kind of marriage.

[IA56]

Some night ago I had a Dream what I have bean trying to decode....I was in the Dream Walking around and seeing senarios...like I met a man who had his throat injured, it could have bean a hole in the throat for breathing...I noticed this and it felt it could represent me somehow....and I was to go up the staires, but on the first step of the stairs was a mother with it´s Child, but it was not human, it was some kind of mixed and animal like, I have never seen this kind of spicies Before....but I was stopped by the Child he was showing me his injuries and that I can´t leave him Before he is healed...so I did stay...If I had walked up the stairs I would have left this incarnation.....This feeling was so strong, and I felt that the message was, I have to stay until my son in this Life is healed Before I can leave.....hm....

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I was again bein fraimed by people I really have helped in all the ways you can imagin...economically and also help with autorities when theires allowenses has bean taken away from them, I did help so much that I did become ill and lost my Company and Everything...these people does not tell the truth, they have told that I have made theires Life bad, and fled to other part of the country like making seen I am dangerous so they have to move far away....so in the Dream I had the opportunity to speak out and these people did become silent, because I told the truth and it can be verified too...so I feel better, even I have lost dear persons in this battle, I do hope they will see through and understand and return one day, but if not, I have done all what was in my Power until I did nearly die in this trying, and I hope they do understand one day who was on theires side, because they did listen to wrong guidance. If right guidance there will not be we and them...there is only a big US, all included and no-one excluded.

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I was with my sister and her husband....my sister played violin (she does not play any instrument in real Life) she was so good at it, I told her that she ought to start to play violin, yes she said I will. I asked if I may borrow their kee-board because no-one playes on it, but her husband told me that it is so old but he will help me to buy one of my own, I was so happy, becasue I do not have any car so they will drive me to a shop. We were to leave their home, but my sister asked me to lock the door, her husbands father (dead) wanted to help me, but I did tell him that I can do it, some how a fishing net did tangle in my hair, her husbands father wanted to take it off, but somehow if I would let him take it away it was not good somehow, so I told him to not to take it, that I will do it, and I did. The lock of the door was Little bit tricky but I did manage to Close it and lock it.

In this seequenze I was with my grandchild A and we did go out shopping, I was so faschinated about the handbags, when I was younger I was total crazy about handbags. (One time when my mother gave my sister and me Money to buy a cap for the Winter, and I did buy one handbag for me she was so angry at me and said, when Winter come´s you do go with your handbag on your head...lol...)...We both felt someone was lurking at us, so we decided to go home, and we did take a short cut, but we ended up in a sand cavity and he did not let us come up from it, so I started to shout and Yell....Help...help...I did shout so high so I did awake myself. (I wonder what my nabours did Think??)..I have not had this kind of nightmare for long time now, it was so awful.