IA´s dream diary....

**IA56** · 15th August 2015, 09:17 AM

Last night I had such a strange Dream, it Went like this:

I was dragging a Young girl from her feets over the doorsteps and treacholds, she said now and then....ouch...I asked if she could take it, yes she said, I started to tell her the story of Greta and Hans....when we come to our destination I did lift her up and she was like total limb, so I handed her over to her parents, and now I saw her back...it was coming blood from the injuries the ground had caused her when I dragged her from her feet`??? What it this....has this happen to me?? during the big beating?? if...then I was very injured....

In this episod I was ,making food with a women, we did make vegetarina food, I was so surprised I had so much different specis and flaworings...It looked and smelled so good, but I awoke Before it was ready to eat...

**IA56** · 16th August 2015, 10:09 AM

Last night Dreams was again very very Deep and for me hard to understand, it Went like this:

I had 2 small undefined animals, very small, they could be birds, yes I felt they to be birds...I did put them in a box with a lid or cover, the box was round. I did put the box ourside. After long time I did understand that they can never live, I did not put any water or food into the box, and for second they where so tiny, they might not even know how to eat??...I did awake from my sleep and did understand what I have done, so I did put my dressing gown on me, it was Winter now so they have bean out like 6 months, the most surprising was that someone was lightening up my way to the box, the light did come behind me, so someone was helping me by showing via the light beam for me to understand, I was not alone....I did not find the box so one man did come to me and told me it was on the next house lawn, oh now I remembered..the boxes was still there but the birds was dead, I thought, but when I did take them in my hand, I felt the heart beat...so I did put them on the ground and there was many Worms, so I felt they are too big for the birds, when I did look closer on the ground I did see small incekts and I did understand that I do not know what is good for the birds to eat and what can harm them, I did deeply understand things via this Dream, even I am not in Power to tell you what I did understand, because it is knowledge without Words.

It did though have with survival to do.....

**IA56** · 29th August 2015, 01:59 PM

Last night Dream was confusing....I did enter a high building, rental appartaments, there was 2 women holding the elevator door open for me to enter the elevator, I did get amnesia and did not remember what floor I was living on...so they said...we go to the top floor and then one of us will follow you to see where you live....and I did not live in this building, when we hit the bottom floor I said...No I was wrong, I do not live here....so I Went out and continued to serce for the right building...but I did woke up Before I found my home.....

**IA56** · 30th August 2015, 03:19 PM

I have had so busy night rescuing souls from the dark dungenions, to my help I had this huge snake who could carry thousands of souls when I only could take few, we did take them out to the fresh air, it was nice to see blue sky after being into the dark dungenions whole night....the dungenions did implode so we could never go back to where we have bean Before, so for every new round the dungenions did implode and now I am not sure if we did get out everyone...it was for me a new expereince...today I feel light and happy, feel like I have accomplished something of value. Thank you who did help me.

After thinking if we did get all out, I have bean given more clearer Picture how it Went....the snake did carry the souls in his skin, and when we did come into the Daylight he did erupte his skin with all the souls in it, and when we did go back for more the snake did again carry them in his skin and erupted them into the Daylight and so on...and the dungeon did implode after all was out, so we did not have to go to where was no one left, therefore it did implode so the bottom did come further up so to speak....wow...that plan is genius....Only God could come up with this genius plan....wow.

**IA56** · 31st August 2015, 12:12 PM

Last night Dream was like the night Before but with one difference, I did not have my rescue-snake with me...and when I did see how many needed help I flee from the Dream and felt totally overwhelmed....I do not trust my strength yet....

**IA56** · 2nd September 2015, 08:03 AM

OMG so frustrating night....I was asked to help with book-keeping, the one who asked me to help was a person who have bean so abusive against me, and I did not have guts to say NO...I did not even get paied, she only said, I am sure they will consult you again...and I was harrassed by a person who did want to know for information from that Company about a cost (it was falsly used this Companys Money to travel wrongly with) so I did notice that they have used me to get this information, and I felt so bad, that I can not defend me against anything, in one way they say they need help only to use my skills to get something wrongly for them selves....How can I learn to see through this and stop the wrong using of my skills so to speak?? I have made rules for myself about this kind of people I do not want to have anything to do with...but when it comes to the Point they say need help, I can´t resist myself but to help...WHY??!! Why can I not say NO and keept it that way?? Do anyone have some clues to give me to work towards with to solve this issue??, Please!!

**IA56** · 3rd September 2015, 01:14 PM

Last night Dreams it started with me looking at a Picture of one occation it was like party/christmas event....in the Picture in front was me and my sister sitting on the floor we had west-coats on us and leather band around our heads, like it was in the -70-ies....I had pink west-coat and my sister had a blue one...there where many of my cousins...and one cousin girl who was like 4-5 yrs old at this time...had an kerchief on her what did stick out and I was thinking about that....then I sweeped my Eyes and found that my mothers brother with wife and their youngest Child was infant....that too did Catch my Eye....

In this seequenze I was invited to my doctors home, she said I can take some friends with me...I took my cousin and when we arrived to her home she like looked dissapointed whom I have with me...so I hurried me to say...I can call my sister and and if she will come...the doctor said ..NO I would never invite her to my home...(this she said as support to me, to be on my side) I felt happy to hear her say this, it did strengthen me, even I did know Deep down she do not have any bad thoughts about her, but knew this was importent to me to feel....Thank you for truly understanding how a good support is done.

**IA56** · 9th September 2015, 10:51 AM

Last night Dream have left me so humbled and make me cry...I give Little of background info so it may be more easier to understand what I feel......My mothers grandmother was Romani born and outcast because she fell in love with my mothersgrandfather who was "White" or forbidden.When someone are cast out from the Romani clan they do not exist anymore and they are forbidden to talk about their background to anyone....so my mother did be raised without any relatives from her mothers side...The mothers grandmother was very gifted and enourmously respected because of her gifts and she helped many during her Life....I have bean getting messages from her when I was a Child...but that is Another story....

Now my Dream....I was living in a big house with upstairs and downstairs.....I was sleeping upstairs and I hear that someone did come downstairs ...he was drunk and singing loudly...he had a good voice...but it did make me angry...who dares to come and visit me in middle of the night...so I Went downstairs very angry and was in mood to cast out the "intruder" as I thought it to be....to my surprise it was a long forgotten relative....he looked much like my mothers brother, so I at once dropped my anger and I was cuorious and humbled to meet an old relative to my mother....I did talk very respectfully to him and I asked if he will stay for the night, he got tears in his eyes and said.,...I did not think you let me stay...I said..of course you stay...and I did make a very nice bed for him but I told him not to sing but on the morning and I am very glad to be listening to his songs.....

I cry today of happiness....and I am not ashamed of my background as many others are....

**IA56** · 10th September 2015, 10:21 AM

OMG!! Another strong Dream night:

My son has friends who have a sauna, I asked if I am alowed also to use it, I have not bath sauna in many years, and he said...Yes.
I asked my son if he want to also bath sauna, he said NO...so I Went to the sauna, but I have not yet reached there when my son totally naked, drunk, and being very loud. I am so emaressed, I say to him to be quiet, and put some clothes on him, I tell him that he is not allowed to run out naked, police will take him and arrest him for bad behaving, so he listens to me and hurries into the sauna...we sit on the seats on top in the sauna, and I put water on the stones, and to my surprise I see a man sitting on the hot stones?? I look at my son if he does see him too, but no....the man is grinning at me and I remember not to panic so I will loose the message of the Dream....(He is letting me meet my own prejucided, condemned, fear and wrong beliefs)...so I am taking it easy....now the man is sitting besides my son and looking at him, he does not see or notice him,....The man is grinning at me....and I feel such a relief....Thank you!!

I am now thinking that maybe my son need fire element into his Life to get better?? any thoughts....and also me too of course....

**IA56** · 11th September 2015, 11:43 AM

Still strong Dreams:

The first Dream took me back to my old appartament, I have bean on a holiday trip and returned home, to my surprise all lamps are lit and the neighbours girlfrind is on the loft (the appartaments are in line so mine is last and I have to pass all other appartaments to come to mine, via this loft)..I ask why she is weapeing and so sad, she said that M has bean so strange and she tries to get him to a rehab....I see that my door is open and when I open it more I see M sitting in my kitchen...I asked if someone has let him in...No he said...I asked did you break you in....njyes...and he said..I feel so safe and secure here....when I looked in to the room he have re-arranged all my furnitures and stuff....now I feel angry....I tell him that I will report this to police...now he get Little bit scarred and started to fix like the light armature on the sealing...he have done that it will fall down any minute....so I see that he try to get me to pity him, but he is just harming me...I told him that is he crazy by loosing the screwes from that lamp to fall on me and kill me....he is just not right in his head....here the Dream ends....

This Dream is wierd:

I am visiting one of my co-worker and her husband falls in love with me....my working friend just seamed so down silenced and trampled so she did not even dare to react, just looking at her husbands wierd behavings when he did flirt with me, I did feel so acward and I tried to say I must go now....but he said that no not yet....we will make a dinner and we do not take a no for an answer right and looking at his wife or girlfriend...she turned around and started to Cook.....now he have given me gifts and also White high healed shoes ...very pretty and wonderful...I put them on me and admire them....after I try to put my shoes on they are gone....I had already take off the one White shoe...when I noticed my shoes is gone...I ask him where they are...and when I turn to put the White shoe on, it also is gone...there I stand with one shoe on me...and now the atmosphere is getting tensed...and I am taking all out of me to keep calm....I now tell him I want to go....and I see one stick what you use to test if potatoes are cooked enough...I take it like a wapon for me (very strange because I never dare to defend myself or use weapons)...he off course sees it and takes it away from me....I calm down....and Think ...I let happen what is going to happen and just be calm....Now time has passed and I have got some kind of Connection to the wife....and she have told me that she suspects him to be a serial killer....I instruct her so we both can get out from there alive....so I have started to like be near him to fool him I like him...so now he is secure more and does let me be more free, he trusts me ...so time has passed and I and his wife are now allowed to be more free...from some how my sister has got the Telephone number to where I am.....and now me and his wife are allowed to go out ...but the Telephone rangs and he sais....wait a minute......I hear my sister shouting and call him names and the man sais it is for you...I am so angry that she is going to ruin all for me,....now maybe both his wife and me are going to be killed.....I tell my sister...be quiet...I am just leaving and comming home.....now I notice that my handbag is gone...I aks him where it is....he do not want to listen what I asked...so I tell him that I am on very severe medication and there is an alarm what goes off to police and ambulance if I am not taking them in right time and there is an device telling where my location is...so give my bag or do you want police here...he gives my handbag and we got out .....here the Dream ends.....