In last night dream my father did call me and wanted to see me...I first did go to a place I thought he was on, but I had to look where he was and I found him
in his bed at his nurseryhome, he had seen me go to the other place and he asked my why...I only said I thought he was to the other place. There was other
people also wanting him to come to them, but he did not want to...the dream ended and I started to pray for forgiveness both to be forgiven but also get
forgiveness from all whom I have harmed or hurt in anyway....I did also ask more days for my parents because they do want to stay here more days.

In this episode my sons ex did be so angry at me, and saying that she want to be free, I have never stopped her freedom, but there is several things I have
not bean so happy about her doings and she has missundertood my worry and care about her and my grandchildren, it is always easier to point finger and
missunderstand than take full responsibillity over own missdoings.