IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was walking and talking with my first boyfriend...we where talking what we should have done to have succeeded ...we thought maybe a child would have kept us together....we entered into a imagined our home...and I could see now what also was a hinderance ...was his mother...she have put table cloths what was hers on our tables....and I did in the dream put mine over hers.....it was an close. Thank you.

[IA56]

In last night dream I was in water in a big lake or likely...I was behind a huge rock before I come out of the rock I saw the the huge snake...it was huge...I was afraid the snake will spotted me..but it did have it´s focus somewhere els...and I dared to swim into the shore...but before I was out of the water another huge snake appeared....now I had to be more still until the snake passed me.....

In this seequence I was with my father shopping clothings...he was testing jeans...and he said ..K will look good in this...I said...but do you really Think he fits in them...and he smiled...and I asked...have he lost weight...and he nodded…

[IA56]

In last night Dream I found my summer shoes in snow...I bruched off the snow and pondered how they have ended up here??..Then I saw my Winter jackets and was surprised I had so many...did I save all my clothings??..I was surprised I had so many cool things...wow.

In this episode I was sitting on staires and glided down on my butt to the cellar...I did not have good vision...and my heart did rusch...I felt Deep fear...why was the staires so steep??..I met people going up and I suddenly was totally alone...I was listening to something...I freeze.??

[IA56]

In last night Dream my cousin gave me a shotgun...she said...we are going to hunt bear…..I had one shot cartridge in the shotgun….I took it out when I was carrying the gun...we entered up in the forest and she said we are climbing up to a look out Tower...but Before we climbed up I saw the bear behind my cousin...I started to climb up and the bear touched my leg..but not in anger but gentle??

[IA56]

In last night dream I was visiting doctor and she told me that I have STD...I was surprised because I have not had any relationship in very long time...I told the doctor that it is 8 years since I had any relationship....but when I leaved the doctor my ex husband was waiting and I told him...how could I forgot that I still am married?? I told doctor that I have not had any relationship in 8 years....how come you are here, how could I forgot...so that means you have given me STD.

Strange dream.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I again had the old lady in it....I visited her and she asked me why I have waited so long Before visiting her….I said ...selfisness...she did pat my arms and hands and leaning her head on my sholder...and I wrapped my arms around her….she was so relieved to have me there….

If she is my future me...I will become very old in this Life....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was visiting an ex working Place, the women who did give me a hand shake was unknown to me but the hand shake was like my grand mother from fathers side, she told me that they do all they can to help me. Grand mother died in 1985ish.

[IA56]

In last night dream I was looking into a garden through a window from a house...I wanted to see what fruit trees there was but the sun was so bright and shining so much that I couldn´t see at all....

[IA56]

In last night Dream was a bit strange….I was working on a newspaper...my job was to make people pay for the ad´s they have had in the paper...the boss said to me to offer them a meal for the payment for their ads….so I had a long list of people I have to go see and make them pay...no one was interested to pay but when I told them they get free meal they become more positive....I thought it was odd way to work...but I did as I was told….I was late one morning to work and I was very stressed, but no one was at work, so my stress was unnessesary as everyone was late

[IA56]

In last night Dream I Went through a door and it was a barn....I saw staires up and I Went up them and on the next floor was a big bull so I Went down again….the barn was so Clean and my aunt was working to make ready food for cattle, I Went back to the door I had come in from and now there was a lock on the door so I Went back to my aunt to wait for her to be ready to see how we will get out from the barn.

In this episode I was working in a hospital, I was working with my childhood friend, we worked to traine the patients, we come into a room with 4 men, she asked me whom will we start so I looked around and the man in the bed number 3 I told it is him, he was sleeping and when I touched his leg he jumped up and become so stressed, I told him that he has to calm down, we will wait a bit so he can Catch his breath, I told him that it is not good to be so stressed when he sees us coming, that we are not in any hurry.