Hi. It,s been a bit since posting anything and I have thought hard about sharing this with you but who else can I tell without being laughed at?
Recently I,ve been meditating daily for sometimes 1 hour sometimes less but everyday and doing NEW prior to meditation. I downloaded a beautiful CD from the Munroe Institute called Ascention and got some earphones to use with it.
I,d been hoping to have more OBEs soon and boy did I have one.
Other early morning about 4am trying to get back to sleep decided to raise energy in the feet.Just dozing off when the vibrations started. This time they were very strong.I sounded like a plane waiting to take off.I just knew I could do something so instead of raising up slowly like before I thought 'go for it'. I put the thought out to go straight ahead and fast.This time I found myself going at a 45 degree angle and was aware of grey around me.It was thick.It took a while and the noise carried on but slowly the grey got thinner and thinner until there was no grey but light. Then I was now in patterns of lovely colours surrounded by them.I looked down and could see silver lines crossing over just as I,ve read about. I remember thinking these are the grids I think I.m supposed to dive down now. I did, don,t know where the courage came from but I wasn,t going to waste this opportunity.
Next thing I,m standing in a large building bit like an airport terminal. It was full of people sitting and walking around.They had counters in front of them and I felt this was a kind of shopping place. The problem was the people.
Their features were like ours but they were only about 4 feet high and their colouring was like a milky brown.
Nothing that I,ve seen before, infact I didnt feel threatened as I dont think they could see me but they were not pleasant to look at. I didnt like how I was feeling and went to an entrance where other similar people were walking towards the building.
This is the strange thing I saw a woman and a child white skin and our average height walking in as well.
I wanted to leave and willed myself back home.I have no recollection of the journey home just that I was pleaded to open my eyes and be back in bed.
I,ve gone over and over this event in my head and it sounds science fiction but I know when something is imagination/dream and whenI,ve had a real OBE.
The problem was that I felt depressed from the moment of waking up till late afternoon. I,m absolutely back to my normal self
now.
Ive tried to work out why I can feel Bliss from a journey and depressed from another.
My own conclusion is that this was a lower astral realm I visited.
I would welcome other thoughts on this