Re: The Human Energy Body as clairvoyantly witnessed
The magickian begins to form the Goetic stage
as an appraisor of peers at this stage, not a maker , yet
perhaps will end life here and begin to be a Goetic seed in another life
but the potential is in all
then we will wear the costumes
of those already in the robe/closets of the existing Goetic forms
learning through these ourselves
as we appear to the live magickians in dreamstate
or meditative trance
and teach through these not creating a new one, yet
then we may manifest a new goetic form when ripened
we choose the curriculum of the new apprentice Goetic form
from our life's work
and that which afflicts us most
we can not hate that in another that we do not despise in ourselves
I have never been addicted but have watched partners of my daughters and my adopted son and his partners ruin lives with methamphetamines. I despise meth addiction.
"If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us."
Hermann Hesse from Siddhartha
there are amongst the magickians at this stage the ; stones, chameleons, seeds
the new generation are seeds
some are stones unable to wear but one identity solid in foundation but can not complete others , so they practice pathworking by wearing the existing Goetic form most familiar to them most aligned to them.
the chameleon understands by being within it
seeking universal commonality
this one can easily move but may limit self to a range of same gendered or similar culture /paradigm avatars
II
I felt uncomfortable thrust into Thoth or Christ feel wrong in male forms
I prefer Konnan/ Quan Yen , Freya, Mary, Nammu et al
My Goetic Form is born
Today in hot tub meditating 3 April 2014
A.
Preliminary Exercise to open spine and ears better
saw the head as new bicardinal crux and cardinal cross wheels then saw these throughout the spine
cross + at third eye, nose, mouth, throat, heart, navel , womb, perineum
crux X crown, at eyes ,nostrils , jaws, tonsils, shoulders, breasts, gonads, knees
a cap that is unwound to open the spine above the supernal heavenstone
and below the infernal helstone, too
twisting widdershins to open deosil to close if facing eyes forward
stretching the spine; hyper extending the neck
and pulling the feet up to the hips
balanced to draw energy from the crown to the knee caps
and open the ears and throat better
open the third eye draw in energy from there and out both ears forming loop throw back into third eye , repeat until energy runs clean , fast and clear
open the heart draw in energy from there and pull up to throat out both ears , repeat until energy runs clean fast and clear
B.
Recall of attack in dreamstate 2 April.
I was with a grandson, Riley, whom is estranged from us. He lives with the daughter's ex partner's parents.
I bought a transformer robot for his birthday in March. He morphs into a giant transformer not the yellow Bumblebee I bought but his own akashic silver knight with a right blue sword /pliers arm .
I chuckle and transform too to play with him trying to become the gray bad guy transformer and begin as a cloud like chaotic form when i get stabbed in back, suddenly.
I look behind self and think I see his mother, my daughter, who felt her son is threatened by this 'demon' appearing not knowing that we are only having a game in the astral. I see his brother, my grandson Jacob. I am carried back home in projection as a limp astral form seemingly near death ; so ill in the physical too . I don't know who carries me.
I awoke in another bed with Christ beside me cautioning me to rest and he heals me . Then, I plummet back to my body and wake again to vomit. I feel weak , pain in chest , black energy in my gut where the wound festered .
I drive to pick up another grandson who is not ready for school yet. So, I plan to return a little later. But I become seriously ill when stepping out of the car, spinning head, nausea, chest pain and projectile vomiting. I spent the day in bed, instead. Warned to eject this black goo from gut by vomiting and cleansing, again. Had lessons reminding me to shield self when playing in astral because others can attack misinterpreting "fun" as endangerment.
C.
saw imagery from higher self
first a tulip becoming an onion
like the turnip blanketing chaos of Billy ,above
the bulb of the angel/ demon
the seed of the Goetia in all of us
emancipated when the season has come and it ripens
now is my time
Hegethuriel my angelic form appears
My new goetic styled demon is Irathmus (pronounced 'ee wrath mus'
firey wrath of God
all Goetic forms ascend from demon to angel as they appear in subsequent lessons that are learnt until the archangel or avatar appears.
FEMALE HORNED GRIM FLYING ON A SYRINGE
five horned skeleton riding a syringe like a broom of a witch
two on head with pointed ears as it fleshes out
two on shoulders like epaulets
one on chin like a bearded crone
ANOREXIC CRONE
the skeleton becomes anorexic fleshed and straggly long gray haired
demonic punishment syringe up arse through spine painful inflicting
downward spiral
the horns on head leave last, first the shoulders , then the beard
RED FIREY TAILS FOX TOTEM
the chin beard becomes pointed and fleshed out
as are the upturned ears like a cartoon red fox or dog perhaps
fur less but a tail definitely a fox tail red golden tipped with firey tails
Giving strength inspiration and cunning to evolve and overcome or chasing the drug addict through nightmare-scapes to death
SKINNY BAG LADY
the pointed ears leave and human flesh appears
a skinny pock marked methamphetamine old homeless woman
giving nightmares about poverty and isolation
SKINNY YOUNG METH FREAK
a young anorexic pock marked bad skinned, bad teeth,zombie coloured meth freak
warning about becoming addicted
BACCHAN FAE
a faerie face with gossamer wings
holding grapes and cannabis bush
advocating more natural less addicting substances
FAT AND HAPPY MAMA CASS
a plump hippie mama wearing a mumu with long red golden hair
SEVERE BITCH JUDGE CRONE
a crone wearing a judge robes angelic wings and carrying a constantly thumping gavel and Bible who warns about criminal activity and jail consequences
ANGELIC FORM
Fun Loving Smiling Angel with Bells on ankles and wrists and hems
an angel wearing hindu red mark on forehead wearing a red sari with bells on many hemmed silk garment
demon punishes; with syringe up arse to crown or down crown to arse, painful consequences, downward spiral, criminal consequences, physical decay and rot, descension to death
judge closes off the condemned into themselves
into a helscape for a time of nightmare realms
and causing own death if drugs are not put aside
vs.
faerie who inspires to celebrate naturally when appropriate
angel awards; inspires to break addiction ascending on spiral with new hope aspirations love forgiveness
IRATHMAS/Irathmus
punishes syringe using druggies who harm own families and friends
HEGIEL /Hegethuriel
awards those who give up drugs and inspires them to do so
Last edited by Aunt Clair; 14th July 2014 at 04:40 PM.
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