The Human Energy Body as clairvoyantly witnessed

[Aunt Clair]

The magickian begins to form the Goetic stage
as an appraisor of peers at this stage, not a maker , yet

perhaps will end life here and begin to be a Goetic seed in another life
but the potential is in all

then we will wear the costumes
of those already in the robe/closets of the existing Goetic forms
learning through these ourselves
as we appear to the live magickians in dreamstate
or meditative trance
and teach through these not creating a new one, yet

then we may manifest a new goetic form when ripened

we choose the curriculum of the new apprentice Goetic form
from our life's work
and that which afflicts us most

we can not hate that in another that we do not despise in ourselves
I have never been addicted but have watched partners of my daughters and my adopted son and his partners ruin lives with methamphetamines. I despise meth addiction.

"If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us."
Hermann Hesse from Siddhartha

there are amongst the magickians at this stage the ; stones, chameleons, seeds

the new generation are seeds

some are stones unable to wear but one identity solid in foundation but can not complete others , so they practice pathworking by wearing the existing Goetic form most familiar to them most aligned to them.

the chameleon understands by being within it
seeking universal commonality
this one can easily move but may limit self to a range of same gendered or similar culture /paradigm avatars

II
I felt uncomfortable thrust into Thoth or Christ feel wrong in male forms
I prefer Konnan/ Quan Yen , Freya, Mary, Nammu et al

My Goetic Form is born
Today in hot tub meditating 3 April 2014
A.
Preliminary Exercise to open spine and ears better
saw the head as new bicardinal crux and cardinal cross wheels then saw these throughout the spine

cross + at third eye, nose, mouth, throat, heart, navel , womb, perineum
crux X crown, at eyes ,nostrils , jaws, tonsils, shoulders, breasts, gonads, knees

a cap that is unwound to open the spine above the supernal heavenstone
and below the infernal helstone, too
twisting widdershins to open deosil to close if facing eyes forward

stretching the spine; hyper extending the neck
and pulling the feet up to the hips
balanced to draw energy from the crown to the knee caps
and open the ears and throat better

open the third eye draw in energy from there and out both ears forming loop throw back into third eye , repeat until energy runs clean , fast and clear

open the heart draw in energy from there and pull up to throat out both ears , repeat until energy runs clean fast and clear
B.
Recall of attack in dreamstate 2 April.
I was with a grandson, Riley, whom is estranged from us. He lives with the daughter's ex partner's parents.

I bought a transformer robot for his birthday in March. He morphs into a giant transformer not the yellow Bumblebee I bought but his own akashic silver knight with a right blue sword /pliers arm .

I chuckle and transform too to play with him trying to become the gray bad guy transformer and begin as a cloud like chaotic form when i get stabbed in back, suddenly.

I look behind self and think I see his mother, my daughter, who felt her son is threatened by this 'demon' appearing not knowing that we are only having a game in the astral. I see his brother, my grandson Jacob. I am carried back home in projection as a limp astral form seemingly near death ; so ill in the physical too . I don't know who carries me.

I awoke in another bed with Christ beside me cautioning me to rest and he heals me . Then, I plummet back to my body and wake again to vomit. I feel weak , pain in chest , black energy in my gut where the wound festered .

I drive to pick up another grandson who is not ready for school yet. So, I plan to return a little later. But I become seriously ill when stepping out of the car, spinning head, nausea, chest pain and projectile vomiting. I spent the day in bed, instead. Warned to eject this black goo from gut by vomiting and cleansing, again. Had lessons reminding me to shield self when playing in astral because others can attack misinterpreting "fun" as endangerment.

C.
saw imagery from higher self
first a tulip becoming an onion
like the turnip blanketing chaos of Billy ,above

the bulb of the angel/ demon
the seed of the Goetia in all of us
emancipated when the season has come and it ripens
now is my time

Hegethuriel my angelic form appears

My new goetic styled demon is Irathmus (pronounced 'ee wrath mus'
firey wrath of God

all Goetic forms ascend from demon to angel as they appear in subsequent lessons that are learnt until the archangel or avatar appears.

FEMALE HORNED GRIM FLYING ON A SYRINGE
five horned skeleton riding a syringe like a broom of a witch
two on head with pointed ears as it fleshes out
two on shoulders like epaulets
one on chin like a bearded crone

ANOREXIC CRONE
the skeleton becomes anorexic fleshed and straggly long gray haired
demonic punishment syringe up arse through spine painful inflicting
downward spiral

the horns on head leave last, first the shoulders , then the beard

RED FIREY TAILS FOX TOTEM
the chin beard becomes pointed and fleshed out
as are the upturned ears like a cartoon red fox or dog perhaps
fur less but a tail definitely a fox tail red golden tipped with firey tails
Giving strength inspiration and cunning to evolve and overcome or chasing the drug addict through nightmare-scapes to death

SKINNY BAG LADY
the pointed ears leave and human flesh appears
a skinny pock marked methamphetamine old homeless woman
giving nightmares about poverty and isolation

SKINNY YOUNG METH FREAK
a young anorexic pock marked bad skinned, bad teeth,zombie coloured meth freak
warning about becoming addicted

BACCHAN FAE
a faerie face with gossamer wings
holding grapes and cannabis bush
advocating more natural less addicting substances

FAT AND HAPPY MAMA CASS
a plump hippie mama wearing a mumu with long red golden hair

SEVERE BITCH JUDGE CRONE
a crone wearing a judge robes angelic wings and carrying a constantly thumping gavel and Bible who warns about criminal activity and jail consequences

ANGELIC FORM
Fun Loving Smiling Angel with Bells on ankles and wrists and hems
an angel wearing hindu red mark on forehead wearing a red sari with bells on many hemmed silk garment

demon punishes; with syringe up arse to crown or down crown to arse, painful consequences, downward spiral, criminal consequences, physical decay and rot, descension to death

judge closes off the condemned into themselves
into a helscape for a time of nightmare realms
and causing own death if drugs are not put aside
vs.
faerie who inspires to celebrate naturally when appropriate

angel awards; inspires to break addiction ascending on spiral with new hope aspirations love forgiveness

IRATHMAS/Irathmus
punishes syringe using druggies who harm own families and friends

HEGIEL /Hegethuriel
awards those who give up drugs and inspires them to do so

[Aunt Clair]

Super Moon of July 2014
Asmodeus + appeared near the conclusion of a series of lessons which began as an amalgamation of three Goetic forms ;
Marbas, Asmodeus and Allocer. He appeared this time in a form of a golden lion headed rabbi wearing the jeweled ephod depicting the Tree of Life. He appeared also as a Throne Angel; a cherubim with rainbow of Isis coloured wings and the body of the Hermetic Sphinx crowned like Lassamu but with a lion chest and forelegs and a serpent tail.
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He was angelic and gentle and taught that there are 5 principles of the aspirant;
1. To Love all
2. To Forgive all
3. To Heal all
4. To Teach and Share Wisdoms with all
5. To Attune and Raise the consciousness of self and others through alchemical contagion

He placed his hand upon the Hand of Mysteries floating in a vision above the circle and each hand became segmented as a vertical line of 4 golden brown aged papyrus prayer scrolls held closed by blue indigo ribbons ;

Then, his fingers were four without a thumb and seemed human like fur covered but thin human phalanges;
each segment a particular Hermetic coloured energy. All were as prayer scrolls golden brown papyrus pulled apart or wrapped together by indigo ribbons.As he touched my hands his hands became golden light and my fingers became as a set of 4 prayer scrolls on each one;

right hand; pinky top orange , then other male red then reciprocal green then reciprocal blue at opposite end.
ring finger; top indigo , green then red and bottom or opposite orange
middle finger; top salmon red, then orange then indigo bottom chartreuse green
index finger; top chartreuse green, then blue then orange then salmon red

And we have a thumb which is silver on the tip then emerald , ruby and gold.

There are two bands upon the right arm at the elbow and half way down between the elbow and wrist these are wrapped around the forearm of the amalgamated Goetic Angelic form. We are bound to this angelic watching consciousness. We are expected to heal and love what is put upon our plate.

[Aunt Clair]

W 16 July 2014
Jodi
A U shaped structure of 5 forming Goetic gigantic stems appearing attached to each other
like phalanges or feathers on a fan being ;
5 Demonic/Totemic
5 Goddess/God Avatar

These can flip at the base/ground bringing any image to the foreground or the entire dark or light fan of stems forward.There is a mirror image below the ground.

On Jodi this appears like this;

I left hand image of Goddess forms each gigantic larger than human

1.Index finger position; Gaia sitting as a mountain plump smiling with the head two heads higher than the physical form; holding sun and day on right ,holding moon and night over a river on the left.Long blonde hair to feet becomes a river of cornfields down the dress that is the body of the mountain.

2. Minoan Bee Goddess;exotic blonde striped brunette hair to toes, thin woman cocoa skinned young sitting in empress Tarot asana holding a mace in right hand which is a bee hive swarming with honeybees

3. Athena/Artemis standing as a spidery webbed skeleton form then as a crone hair pulled back starkly with a stony expression; the observer who judges. "Sagacity and wisdom", I hear.

4. Hecate kneeling over the hearth stirring the pot back to me turns slowly and smiles a middle aged woman with a fresh face wearing humble peasant clothing her hair in a scarf hidde and a broad contented smile.

5. still forming on 'thumb' stem/feather

II Right hand fan of gigantic stems.
The 5 behind began below but became above and can be behind or in front;
1.'thumb' a dark purple silver black dragon with black long bat wings wildly whipping next about

2.pinky ; wolf bear large mouth beady eyed totem menacing scary

3.ring; a skeleton wearing baggy harlequin black and white chess board silks like a clown , a justice Tarot image; the judge

4.middle finger; black on black a sheet or film of black begins to turn and magickian's face appears holding up the mirror

5. forming still ...

[Aunt Clair]

Billy
mentions that the crescent moon is bright
"like laughing God popped a smile "
his shin is bleeding trailed down left leg
an accidental puncture
unnoted before reading

Beyond the Goetia
The Hollow
thin 2D form
like Japanese Spirits in anime
like a kite
like a manta ray
massive larger at top three metres
shorter at ground .5 metre
reciprocal below

Above
Steady Blue White cloudy
Below
undulating shiny like oil upon water
like a mirror
silvery black

....
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/ ♥ ♥ ♥ \
\ ♥ ♥\/♥ ♥/\
/\ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥/
\ ♥ ♥ ♥/
.....



in head and heart and in palm
a vacant cobalt hollow

into which what is cast
is what ♥manifests in appearance

incomplete initiation
feet and later joints also imbibed
may cast off a limb morphed as a dragon
to ♥ally self
set at peace

triumverate
on his right hand
Christ
initiates ceremony
by a length of golden ♥cord one metre long
loosely laid upon palm


on left hand older self with a bushy beard
also wavy hair not straight like present self
more reddy blonde
dark red ♥golden robe
long sleeve shirt button down slacks
about 40 years old

places burden of responsibility in hand
the tome of the law
a tall red folio gold embossed
a connection to core circular column of
slowly revolving books
central to each astral library
and above them ♥all
of code of practice
connecting all astral libraries

behind
Auriel
solemn
destroy under sanction
heal mercifully
protect with indemnity

at inception on left
Thin blonde brown hair average height
Robert Kennerly Bruce's father
Walter Bruce
PrestonPans

and on Billy's left hand William Francis Curran
all in black and sad but smiling
he ties on armoured belt to Billy
a heavy ornate swath of armour plate
on leather ♥and cloth
from beneath breast to hips
wide and very heavy
tied at back
silver lozenges
in 4 columns 3 rows

in contrast to traditional 3 columns ♥4 rows vertically set jewels
were ♥set horizontally not vertically like the apron of the Priest
not shoulder to hips either

will become coloured jewels
like the ephod
of Kaballah
once earnt
http://www.interbible.org/interBible...tif_150130.jpg

Christ concludes by presentation
of ♥an arm dragon manifested
from his arm into Billy's palm
ascends his right arm
thin tapered pointed tail
three pairs thin tapered pointed wings;
red blue yellow
emerald green body


Collegium
men's business
first a gathering of those at this level
a short recognition
then a friendly gathering of spirit
in celebration
mates and rellies arriving
see maternal grandfather
a great great grandfather
and maternal stepfather
a male cousin
and two mystic peers, in spirit
Andrew Oats and Tom Curran
et al appear

[Aunt Clair]

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