Dreams Surfacing ...

[imogen]

Intentions stated: I want to remember my dreams and have more distinct lucid dreams. I want to have conscious astral projections and out of body experiences. I want to raise my energy body and heal my physical body. I want to evolve in this lifetime and be all that I can be. Teach me to be open to the experience and knowledge of my higher self and Source.

Results:

This morning was difficult. I went to sleep around 4 a.m. I have not been able to sleep unless exhausted. Winter insomnia. But, then I do sleep soundly and deeply for a few hours. But have had increasing grogginess upon arising around 10 a.m. This morning it was compelling enough to put me back to bed. I also had deep chills which permeated my dreams.

My first dream was about a plane trip with my husband, and our dogs. The floor plan was more like the State ferry. There was a central purser in charge who asked us to keep an eye on things when she went on break. We did not have a stateroom, more like a nesting area for sleeping bags. The purser left unannounced and we were inundated with demands. Mainly the dream seemed to be about the conflict between privacy and duty, and figuring out what the true intentions of people were. We were considered on a lower social scale than the other passengers and yet we had some authority over them, which they resented.

The dream I was dreaming just before my husband woke me up had a malevolent presence in it which was threatening me. I do not know details, but it did not seem earthly. I woke up exclaiming, "You scared me, Do not touch me like that when I am sleeping. Some bad thing was coming after me." I should have been more grateful he woke me up.

In the past week, I have had two other episodes where I woke up speaking aloud from a dream, which is not normal for me at all. Both times I felt pulled out of one reality and woken in another, very heavy, disoriented and groggy. Very disconcerting, but the memory of where I was in dreamscape is vague. One time I woke saying something very obscure to my husband, asking him a cryptic question, not applicable to our current life, which made him laugh at me. The next time, I woke saying, "Sammy (one of my dogs), you belong on the other side of reality." *lol* Apparently, she was disturbing my morning sleep.

I have had an inexplicable deep chill in my body all day and a need to sleep. I fell asleep on my work bench after lunch / dinner and slept until 11:30 p.m. My dreams were vivid, but almost all in black and white, which is what I associate with what Robert Bruce calls the RTZ (real time zone) and psychic dreams. If that is what I am having, I do not like them so much. I prefer visiting fantastical astral worlds in my dreams, which are full of life and living color. *lol*

Anyway, the dream that remains with me took place at dusk out in the desert or sandy beach with high dunes. I was searching for something, but unexpectedly encountered a lone, lost wolf, with a collar. I followed it up a mountain dune, and found H****** Hoyt there. She was one of the people who bought one of our puppies. She acknowledged me, and shared her thoughts, which I saw in living color ... images of a cabin under construction, arguments over materials used in the ceiling, a comment made that she should have known such an irrational fit over an insignificant thing was an indication that things were not well in her married, domestic life. In the dream, her partner had recently left or separated from her. It reminded me of a former coworker friend who told me he should have known his spouse was deeply unhappy when she repapered or redecorated their kitchen three times in two years. Heather also told me she saw the wolf I had been following.

Then I was walking away down a dark road (maybe not me, but a younger woman), and a car started following me slowly, the men inside questioning me if I needed a ride. I (or the woman, rather) did not feel in any danger, but I, as the dreamer, felt the situation could get ugly. I had a real bad feeling, so I imparted common sense on how to elude danger, and woke up.

These two dreams, one feels like a premonition, and the other like a psychic vision. I hate knowing things like this are happening in the world. If this is what my awakened psychic abilities are going to bring me, then perhaps it is not what I want, maybe the reason why I do not like to remember all my dreams. The mystery is being revealed.

[I did have an opportunity to speak to H****** Hoyt about the above dream. She is not a close friend of mine or anyone I normally dream about, but courageously I shared with her. At the moment she is happily married, but the dream had some impact with her that I will share later.]