First off I want to thank CFT for telling me about letting go of my physical body feelings when the sensations hit me. The hit really hard last night and I did what you said and I found myself in an OBE fairly quick. This forum has helped me so much.
I am just going to copy and paste what I wrote in my journal right after my OBE. Then I have a few questions.
May 6th 2012
OBE- 3:00ish?
Falling sensation. Saw a vision of an entity looking at me but it was almost like I was in my grandmas room when my astral sight kicked in. I remember seeing the city. I went in the front yard. Wanted to go to the fire dept, but I couldn't fly there. Flying was really hard. I hopped. (Seemed dreamy at this point kind of.) I went kind of by an old friends house. 3 people. All human like. I talked to them, one seemed Hispanic (Human like) and asked me if I was from earth I said yes. Don't remember much then. Kept hopping. Ended up at what I thought was the high school. There were people. I don't think it was the high school though... I kept trying to "run to the fire station" as a point to just go to. I could feel my heart pumping? I then had a tick. An anxiety tick in my OBE. With my eyes. I was worried that I would come back to my physical because I had to roll my eyes and lose focus of what I was looking at. I didn't. I then found myself at some reception desk. I asked where I was. The lady said New York City. I said wait what? She said I was supposed to be there at 6:30. I think it was 6:30... She seemed annoyed. The buildings started to crash behind her. crumble to the ground. I said "I am getting the hell out of here." The guy next to me in line walked away annoyed at the situation. (Note at this point things still had OBE like feelings but was incredibly dreamy. I didn't stay out for 15-30 seconds like Robert Bruce said... More like a long long time. I got to distracted...
Note: It was SUPER hard to fly or run fast. I basically walked but at times I could float but not far. I looked at my hands. They looked like they do now but a little more blurry like. Not white and dissolving like in my first OBE. After a while I wanted to go back to my body. I had no idea where I was and traveling was getting difficult. I thought of my physical and closed my eyes. I think I had a false awakening after, but then was sucked back into my body and I felt it.
MUCH more but, recall is really tough on this one...
I also woke up when I hit my snooze button on my alarm clock and it said 11:11.
Was this a lucid dream? I was controlling things like what I wanted to do... But it was extremely difficult to do things. In fact anything. The experience was amazing but New York City? Building crashing? At a reception desk? It just really seemed like a dream with very "Not so real" OBE like symptoms.
Hope that made sense....
What do you think?
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Really everything I was pretty familiar with until I got to the unknown locations and I had not a clue. I was definitely in my front yard at one point and traveled down the road quite a ways.
Just really want to boost my clarity.
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