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Flubber [Trailor]
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Flubber [Trailor]
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Physical life incident
2/07/17 - Saw a wren land on the front gate post yesterday, it had a fluttering medium orange moth / butterfly held tightly in it's beak.
i was both awed & 'horrified' at the same time... the little wren & the fluttering butterfly were 'gone' before i could react. i opened the front garden gate to see if i could affect the wren & 'save' the butterfly.....
... there was nothing i could physically do...
I have no 'memory' of EVER having seen a bird holding a fluttering butterfly in it's beak before, in my own physical space (in 'real' life)
The experience did have a 'marking' impact on me... i wonder what it 'signified' in terms of the 'Simulation set-up' - what effects / influences or energies it brought to 'me' & my environment.
It 'feels' positive, even though i didn't like [was distressed by] 'what i was shown'...
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this image i can identify with:
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Date: 4/07/17
- Word Pattern: 'i hate this place'
- Context: i was struggling emotionally, mentally & physically to function within my environment as i 'pushed through' just to get simple tasks / chores done
- .... ie. putting the green bin out, the recycling boxes & paper/cardboard bag
{Word Pattern adjustment:}.......... 'i have to be careful in this place'
boddhidharma sat for 9 hours. he did what you said, but he did it properly
It doesn't say whether or not he cared yet...
Exploring telepathy, clairaudience & channelling
A few weeks ago i began exploring telepathy, clairaudience & channelling with my inner self & my inner landscapes. [telepathy with our pet dog, some birds & trees]
I didn't get a lot, but it was fun & often interesting. i am still open to exploring these areas, but am not currently making the effort to practice directly.
Exploring internal landscapes
i have been listening to some of Tom Campbell videos the last few days & this has inspired me to put some energy & effort into exploring my internal landscapes again.
Method
Closing my eyes & observing
Visual
A large [approx. 1m x 1m] wire square mesh cage top [door] was dropped [shut] onto it's base, it did not fit well.
..... i was then 'pulled' into the scene
i am now inside the cage, the wire mess door top has changed & has extra wire around it's sides. i am closing it down over the top of my head, it so it fits snugly, without any gaps.
It appears to be a dug out pit, with brown soil sides & base & now is approx. 3 times bigger...
... i am out of the scene & back with my physical reality awareness.
Notes
We have ferrets that we allow out in our garden daily & i think the wire door not fitting well, caused me concern for that reason, hence i got 'pulled' into the scene as i felt i needed to put it right/ make it safe.
The wire mesh door & the dug out pit does not resemble any apparatus or equipment we have for our pets.
Visual
i see countryside images, then i see some sheep
......'pulled' into the scene
i am inside the back of a moving car, looking through a back / side small window & these images i see through the window as we travel along...
... i am out of the scene & back with my physical reality awareness.
Learning to function with clarity
For the past 2/3 yrs, i have at times been in a 'better' space, where i have been learning & practicing how to function physically with awareness ['being present']
Finally it seems enough issues have been cleared now to allow this process to happen more easily, without all the physical chaos that always ensued previously.
So i am exploring where to put my focus, what to think, what to speak internally, externally and the emotional, physical & environmental responses to doing this.
Popping nasal sounds - new healing crisis symptom
Need to research on the internet for physical causes of this x
stiff neck / shoulder left side
Last edited by newfreedom; 28th September 2020 at 03:05 PM.
Checking out the Series 'Victoria'
3 collard doves flew into the front garden to 'support' me....x
Victoria: Season 3 Official Preview
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