I had a long period of taking a break from energy work and meditation and trying to obe because I am suffering from newly diagnosed major depressive disorder and my moods have been horrific along with my relationships. However, I have recently had several amazing obe's and many nights I end up flopping in and out of my body. About three months ago I started seeing number sychronicities on a constant and daily basis. I had read about 11:11 and such years ago and thought the whole idea was dumb-- that the brain just tunes in to the clock at those times, but now it is happening to me and I find it so strange. I have prayed a lot and made contact with a spirit guide after this. The entity has been helping me get out of body and shows up in many different forms. I also just got moldavite and immediately felt a tingling in my fingers when I touched it. I keep it at heart level during the day and at my crown at night. The first night having it I fell asleep with a gentle rippling current through my whole body.
I don't know if my mental condition has made me paranoid, but I fear something horrible is on the horizon for the whole planet, like within the next year. I feel that ultimately I will be okay, but I worry for my husband and child. I feel nauseated and vomit sometimes because I feel it getting closer. Are there any psychics/remote views here that can tell me something to calm my nerves a little?
I swear, I was pretty much a normal person just a few years ago. This is so unlike me.
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