PE-Queries8.sess02, Second Session on 2012-11-25 (Sunday)


A slow start

Before this session I decided to ask Aardema's question first, because
I got so lousy answers on my own Main Questions.

This session is on a Sunday. I'm looking for the Park. I see no Park
or Garden. I try to sense the others in the PE. I get the feeling that
I should ask my questions. But am I not stepping ahead of my fellow PE
people? I've barely started and they can clearly not have asked any of
the Main Questions yet?


I see Monroe. He is sits and looks at me. I realize that I got my chance.
Without hesitation I act.

I ask Aardema's question: "What is reality?"

Monroe fades away. I see garble, I hear garble. I see grey shades. I watch
some unnamely substance bubble and boil. I do my best for over a minute
to perceive or imagine anything, but I just get a grey dark mess as a
response. From a long distance I hear something.

An answer: "(mumble).. ohh.. a lot of energy..."

Somehow I get two impressions. I sense that someone tries to answer my
question but the response is too far away from me. I also get a faint
feeling that my question covers too much. It's too wide.

Finally I give up and only wait. Monroe appears again.

Monroe says: "We are short on time."

He then fades away. Jeeez, Mr Monroe, was that helpful? Am I supposed to
act quicker? Ask faster or allow shorter time for each of my fellow PE
participants to ask their questions, is that what I'm expected to do?

And now quite a long period passes, when absolutely nothing happens. It
must be several minutes where I get nothing. All my imagination tricks
fail. I eventually decide to just rest and wait things out.

I see light.

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Paris in rain

It's like I'm back at the Park at the bottom of the pond, looking upwards
through the water. At first I see the light, the sunshine. Then I also
see some of the branches and leaves of the trees. But something is
different. It looks darker.

I take a good look at the shiftings of the light by the water and then
realizes that I'm suddenly looking at a pool of rainwater from above.
I can see many drops of rainwater hit the pool and the surface of the
pool reflects some pale light from above.

I'm standing on a street or rather, on a pavement in a town. I look up
and it's a grey rainy day. When I look at a distance to my left there
is lots of open space and in the far, the rain makes it impossible to
see any buildings. But I think there is some kind of stone bridge ahead.

To my right is some kind of regular residential town house and straight
ahead the pavement and street continues.

In front of me there is a woman, 25 - 30 years of age. There is also
a child nearby. The woman wears a raincoat of a little dated sort.

I get the feeling of early 1960ies, perhaps even the year 1961.

There probably are a few more people ahead, but I can't get any clear
impressions of them. The woman close to me moves in a way which resembles
an actress. She kind of poses like someone takes photos of her for a
fashion magazine of the older kind. Also, as she is quite slim that
strengthens the feeling of fashion.

I wonder for a moment if this is another retrieval starting, but things
never develop in that direction. But I have had one similar retrieval
so my association with retrievals is not totally off.

The time of day is at the afternoon, but there's still daylight outside,
even if the weather is very rainy and grey.

Shift of scene.

I now see an open town area, like a square or plaza. I'm having a bird's
eye perspective and I can see a woman running across the open town area.
The rain is falling heavier now. I can sense a few people at the edges of
my visual view, but the rain seems to have kept most people indoors.

I see the first woman again. Behind her in the rain, I can see la tour Eiffel,
the Eiffel Tower. That's a small surprise for me, because I seldom get
any information on where I am. Shift of scene.

I see a pair, a man and a woman. They walk towards me. The woman kind of
goes out of my field of view to my right, but the man I can see fairly well.

I estimate the man to be around 35, so the woman is probably of the same
age, because they seem fairly friendly. The man holds around the woman.
He also wears a hat, which is typical of the time.

The rain is really pouring down now. The man and woman are both wearing
raincoats, but I think they still get fairly wet both of them. The man
is never really looking towards me. The pair is walking on a very open
town area. I can't sense much of any buildings.

Shift of scene. I see a few corners of two or three houses. I then see
the headlights from a car front moving towards me.

Shift of scene. I'm back again at the walking man and woman. The scene
then repeats itself several times, maybe as many as 10 times.

At one moment I see a very broad avenue, where headlights from another car
moves towards me, but from a greater distance. To my right at the avenue
I sense at least two bridges with low stone walls to prevent pedestrians
from falling off the bridge. I just assume that these bridges are placed
across the Paris river Seine.

All those images of a rainy Paris seem to be during daytime, but with very
dark skies and grey surroundings. I get to see some more town scenes with
only few people running or walking in the rain, all wearing raincoats.


At most of the time in the rain I feel very calm and at ease. It makes me
feel quite good. I rest. Sometimes I wonder if I should pay more attention
to Monroe's comment, that we are short on time, but I really can't do much
to the PE as long as I am unable to get to the Garden.

At one occasion I actually get into a café in Paris. Then I'm back at the
Eiffel Tower.

My attempts to talk to people on the streets of Paris give no results.


La Tour Eiffel


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Pierre Marcel

I'm in the rain, close to the Eiffel Tower. Then I move slightly up into
the air and watch the Eiffel Tower from a bird's perspective. I see a lawn.

It doesn't rain as much as before.

I look at the lawn in front of the Eiffel Tower. There seems to be some
people at the lawn.

The impression of the lawn makes me try to get to the Garden & Park, but
there is no go. I continue to stay at some distance from the Eiffel Tower.

I now have moved close down to the lawn. There is no longer any rain. The
lawn is very green, but I can't sense direct sunshine, but the day is
very lit up, so I guess that that there only are a few clouds in the sky.

I can see some young people at close range on the lawn. Some are laying
down, some stand up. I also notice that almost none of the persons, in the
age of about 25, wear any jackets. Most of the persons wear long sleeved
shirts, also the women. Perhaps they are students?

So the weather is fine and its an excellent day in front of the Eiffel
Tower. But what am I supposed to do?


I force myself back to the Garden and Park. I now sense my fellow PE
participants. I get to see and greet teagueblue, CFTraveler, IA56, Vicky,
Moen, Campbell and some more people I'm unsure who they are.

I do very brief attempts to help anyone else ask the questions before I
place myself in the queue.

And when I decide it's my time in the PE to ask the Main Questions, I
slide back to Paris and end up at the lawn in front of the Eiffel Tower.


One young woman walks in front of me on the lawn, she has a very fashionable
hair style. I see two men laying side by side on the lawn. I just guess they
all know each other, in total there is perhaps 5-10 persons at close range.

I notice that one of the young person, a dark haired man around 25, looks
at me. So far, none of the people in Paris has looked at me, at least not
for more than a brief moment. But this dark haired man looks a little
longer at my direction, almost like he can see me.

I ask for his name and almost immediately say "Pierre" to myself while I at
the same time see the name Marcel in my mind's eye. Does he have
two names? Pierre Marcel? I memorizes the names before I proceed as I'm
very deep into my session and have to float upwards a little or I will
easily forget such details as a person's name.


Pierre Marcel.

I now assume that he is a guide.

I begin to ask my questions to him. For most of the time Pierre Marcel
lazily lies on the lawn. There is a second man on the lawn close to Pierre,
but the second man never interacts with me.

When I ask my original Main Question I get some odd answers, more cryptic
than helping me. I forgot some details as I was deep into the session
and only tried to remember the important parts.

I also carried with me the strange answers from the day before, which I had
taken to the extent that I was unable to even talk about the existence of
Consciousness.

Little by little I managed to produce the right questions. On the way I have
already forgotten some of my less important questions and less important
answers I received.

I remember Pierre Marcel showing my a pillar of big brick stones and stating
that at one end physical reality was located and at the other end, several
bricks away, more than 10 bricks away, the "other" reality was located. I
asked him what some of the "double bricks" meant. Joints, he responded.
I can't really say that I understood his brick pillar symbolism.

At one time I see my colored glasses which I apparently use in a metaphorical
way to watch the world. I remember Monroe's glasses and I wonder why I
get to talk to Pierre.

I ask: "Why are you the one who answers my questions?"

Pierre Marcel answers: "I'm chosen as being the best choice. I have the
least colored glasses."

I notice that for a short moment Pierre Marcel wears a pair of colored
glasses, but his glasses only have mild shades of grey, there are no
rainbow colors in his glasses. But the lenses in Pierre's glasses have
not the exact same shades, they are off in shade from each other.

The next moment Pierre Marcel is again without glasses. His glasses never
re-appear during the remainder of our PE session.

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