(Note: This post may not be without textual faults, as I began writing
one thing, then went back and forth until I seemed to get the
timeline in the text correct in comparison to my first notes.)


PE-Queries8.sess01, First Session on 2012-11-24 (Saturday)


Skriet Alien retrieval (see also this link)

I start my PE session a little ahead of time, perhaps 20 minutes before
the scheduled time. I want to be a good host, so I should arrive
before anyone else at the PE.

I very directly move to the inner of Vicky's Garden. I move around
a little and quite soon I find a Skriet Alien (a dead human,
who believes she/he is an alien), who needs a retrieval. I get the
feeling that this Skriet Alien feels rather lonely, but wont leave
until someone who looks like a plausible fellow alien will emerge.

I talk to the Skriet Alien and get the impression that whatever energy
I transfer, it initiates the retrieval and Helpers take over rather
quickly. Perhaps these Skriet Aliens are not retrieved by anyone else
than me? And when I appear, the Helpers take the chance to utilize
my presence?

---


To the Park

I look at the wall (of the house) which is located at the "down side" of
the image I've provided previously (see thread start). There is a big
window on the wall of the house. I haven't noticed that the window was
that big before. It must be the window into the kitchen of Vicky's house.

Suddenly Vicky appears in the window and slowly moves through the glass.
I am surprised. Is it her higher self, a Vicky impersonator or the real
Vicky? She has not told me in advance that she would participate.

She has a very tricky look on her face. I don't know what to expect.
Vicky points to the opening in the thick hedge, I can see a bright
white light coming from something beyond the hedge opening.

Vicky says: "Go there."

I respond: "Please join."

Vicky says: "I will."


I move into the Park area. No one seems to be there. Or well, maybe
some people at great distance ahead, but no one within 200 meters at
least. I make a full turn somewhere at the "bigger PE circle".

Nothing seems unusual. The low hill, behind which I saw A Edvin the first
time, seems even lower this time, only being part of the Park lawn. I notice
a rather large bush, which I've not seen before. The bush appears at some
distance at the the lower right corner of my picture of the Garden & Park.

I continue to scan a little more, because this is the best 360 degree
view I've ever got of the Park area near Vicky's Garden.

---


Fancy Mansion

As I look back to Vicky's House, I realize that it's gone. Vicky's House has
been replaced by a large Mansion. The building is white, with several small
towers. The roofs of the building and its towers are deep red.

All parts of the Mansion are connected like a huge white cake, with red
toppings. My surroundings seem to be some kind of other world now, almost
like I'm slightly into a fairy tale.

I'm curious and move towards the Mansion. I've no problems entering the
building. I see long old aged hallways of very luxury sorts. The inner
walls are covered with expensive wooden panels and the floor has exquisite
tiles. I move into big rooms, which gives away the air of being conference
rooms. Part of the inner building gives away a very serious impression,
while the exterior more felt like a big fairy tale Mansion. The wood work
of the inner rooms and hallways also seems yellow or golden, emitting a
golden aura, perhaps like the yellow light in many of Miami CSI's TV
episodes. Maybe I sense a pair of colored glasses in front of me?

The Mansion seems to be completely empty on people, like everyone left
the building in excellent shape.

The only thing which may be odd, is that I don't seem to see much (any)
furniture inside the Mansion. I also try to figure out if the conference
rooms are in fact dining rooms, but can't make up my mind.

---


The PE starts

I move out again, to the Park area. Once out, I find myself on the low
hill close to where I first saw A Edvin. I look at the Mansion.

Now something strange happens. I can only describe it as; many "Token
Aliens" appearing. I'm not sure if these Token Aliens are real beings
or if they symbolize something. But they come and go out of my nonvisual
view. I can only get short impressions of these Token Aliens. I don't get
any solid fix on any of them. Most Token Aliens only appear a brief moment,
looking kind of transparent. I also see two regular small alien greys,
they look very solid. I can't make out if A Edvin is one of them, but
the other alien grey is really digging in the soil. The greys appear
to the left side of the area.

My best guess is that I sensed these Tokens Aliens because they were very
busy doing a lot of work all over the place. To my best ability I would
say the Token Aliens looked like some kind of mix of an Alien Grey and an
Albino Alien. How many are they? 20? 50?

Then I see Vicky again. She stands on the lawn in front of me. Behind her
is the Mansion. The Token Aliens, who up until now very rapidly have moved
around all over the place, going in and out of my view, fade away.

I see the black key Vicky once handed over to me. I'm a little puzzled
what to do. Didn't I put that black key into my pocket long ago?

I reach down my pocket and hold the black metal key in my hand. Vicky
shows me something. Is it a wooden hatch? Most of my surroundings have
faded away and I only see a wooden hatch in a wall of some sort.

I put the black key into a key hole in the hatch and opens the wooden
hatch. Inside the opening I see a dark night sky and a lot of stars.

(Here my memory has faded. I'm not sure I remember what happened.)


I think I sense CFTraveler to my right. I then sense teagueblue in front
of me at some distance. Then I sensed IA56 close to my left. Behind me,
slightly to my right I sense Vicky, she kind of stays off the PE circle.

I can't remember if I was a good host and greeted everyone. Maybe I just
wanted to get the PE action started, as there had been so many unrelated
events in between?

As long as we were standing in the circle, I initially had great difficulties
convincing teagueblue to move closer to the rest of us.

I first suggest that CFTraveler go ask the PE-Queries8 questions, but she
somehow shows me to teagueblue. We all encourage teagueblue to ask the
questions and aid by sending helping energies.

But things don't seem to work out well. Teagueblue just seems to spin
around his (a he?) vertical axis. I get the impression that teagueblue
is male, rather slim, early 30ies or late 20ies, but I have no idea.
Teagueblue could as well be an old short heavy woman. :)

I make several attempts to get teagueblue to ask the questions, but he
seems to either float or swim (?) somewhere. At times we leave the Park
and move into dark space, with some faint stars at a distance.

I work perhaps 10-15 minutes to get teagueblue to ask the Main Questions,
as I felt directed to do so by CFTraveler. If teagueblue asked any questions
I don't know. I couldn't hear any answers either.

At some late point I sense Bruce Moen. He doesn't participate in the PE,
he just observes us, almost like a teacher looking at how his pupils
are doing when perform some kind of work task. I also see someone who
I think is Campbell. I think Campbell is more involved in our PE activity
than what Moen is. Campbell smiles at me at one moment. At other moments
I see Campbell in his business suit while he is wearing sunglasses. He
again smiles at us. Is he teasing us or just amused? I decide that I
think he probably is amused of what we are doing.

So far we haven't managed much in regards of our PE goals...

We are at some point back at the inner region of Vicky's Garden, at the
place in the picture where the red albino alien dot is marked. There
is a white garden table almost exactly where the red dot is on the
picture. We are four PE persons only. I can't remember if I switched
to have CFTraveler as the one asking the Main PE Questions at this
point in time.

My impressions now are a mixture of things related to the PE and things
which I have no idea of. I think I managed to remember all important parts.

---


Strange Impressions

I'm at a beach ("my place's" beach?). I notice a young tall man. He looks
like the Greek Hector I've seen before. Then he fades and only become
a painting. Perhaps that's an indication that I can't ask him for help
right now?

In my non-visual vision, in my mind's eye, I now see a female hand, which
takes and holds my (?) hand. She moves her hand up and down several times.
The hands-impression comes and goes.

Then I only see her hand. Her hand is doing something, turning some papers
of a book (?).

I have no idea what is happening. Going back to the Park becomes a failure
each time I try. I can't even sense my fellow PE participants anymore. I'm
wondering if this is becoming a very poor PE...

After what seems like a long time, I eventually can see some sunshine. I'm
on my back and I can see the sunshine through branches of trees above me.
I just assume that I'm back in the Park, but what's the meaning of the
sunshine?

I feel so calm and at ease.

I move my vision around. More sunshine through branches and I sense tree
trunks nearby. Then I realize that my vision of the sunshine is kind of
distorted. It's like I'm looking at the sunshine through water. Am I on
my back at the bottom of a Park pond, beneath the surface of the water?

It clearly feels like I'm observing through water, and it feels like the
best moment during the PE. I'm doing nothing at all, just watching upward.

I force myself out of it and am again back at the vision of the female
hand, which turns papers in a book. I try to get a better look of who's
behind the hand. I see a woman around 35. She has dark hair tied up in
a ball at the back of her head. She looks slim and small.

I think she is some kind of guide. I try to get an even better impression of
her and what she is doing. She then becomes unfriendly. And switches between
being unfriendly and neutral, at times she looks "evil".

I'm just guessing now, but I think that the ball-haired woman was a guide
and perhaps I was interfering with whatever she did. She tried to cut me
out, but perhaps wasn't able to do the cutting-out completely as she at
the same time interacted with me somehow.


I try to scan my surroundings, but just get the impression of more unfriendly
beings. Sending PUL helps little. Then it strikes me. Perhaps I should
ask Tabitha for help? After all she may be some kind of higher being now.
I haven't seen Tabitha since we sent her healing, so I know nothing of
what happened to her since.

To my surprise I manage to home in on Tabitha, sensing her quite near me.
She turns her alien face towards me and hisses me off while showing her
pointy teeth.

That was a scare.

Apparently I don't know what I'm supposed to do, as I can't get hold of
my fellow PE participants and I'm being stopped when I do something.

---


Back at PE

I don't know how I got back to the PE session, but I can sense several
persons, and I'm quite sure my PE fellows are there. I take a good scan
of the people in the PE circle. Besides me, I clearly sense 8 (eight)
more persons. Maybe some people are participating here, but are asleep
on Earth?

While I'm directing my attention to the PE group, CFTraveler comes from
behind and says: "It's your turn now."

CFTRaveler then pushes my in my back. She is pushing me forward.

Push. Push. PUsH. pUSh. PUSH. PUSH. Push. PuSh. PusH. Push...

Her pushing is a little irregular and I feel like being pushed forward
by a large animal. Is this really CFTRaveler behind me? She acts more
like a pushy guide. :)

I must have been pushed forward at least 20 times, probably 30 times.
The pushing goes on for so long that I notice that I'm unable to do
anything else then follow in the movement of each push.

---


My Questions

Eventually the pushing slows down.

I scan and look out for any non-visual visuals, any impressions or any
mind's eye images or knowings. I have a hard time sensing anything.
I also have a little physically felt stomach ache so that has made
me move in and out of my deeper state.

Perhaps I faintly sense an Alien who resembles the Thor Asgard from
one of the SG TV-series. If that's a guide, Thor is a good metaphor.

I decide to ask my question to this faintly sensed Thor.

I ask: "If Consciousness leaves physical matter, does physical matter
still exist?"

Thor gives no response. That was strange. Or am I just poor at picking
up his answer? Maybe if I rephrase my Main Question a little?


I ask: "If Consciousness leaves physical matter, will there be a
residue left?"

Thor responds both with a knowing and a sign: "Yes... No."


(What?)

I'm completely perplexed. Was that a Yes and a No in the same answer?
Why do these guides so often make it difficult to get answers? A Yes-No
is not an answer. Or is it me who is poor at perceiving the answer? I
feel a little unhappy at this moment.

I ask the question again and again, stating that I didn't understand
the first answer.

Thor's response: "..."

He seems to meet me with silence, no answer at all now!

I ask my self tired, then decide that I've failed. Perhaps IA56 wants
to ask questions after all. I easily find IA56 and ask if she would
want to give some questions to the guide? She apparently must have
changed her mind, because she now seems happy to ask questions.
I can hear her clearly with my mind's ear.

IA56 asks: "Why doesn't matter exist?" (Pause) "Why does Love exist?"

I get the impression that IA56 asks those questions in her own language.
Somewhat strange questions, as the first one is a negative implication
and her second question was not among the PE Main Questions. I don't
mind as maybe she got much better answers than I got. :)

Also, her negated question on matter (the doesn't), made me aware
that I just from the beginning assumed that matter exists on some level.

Well, I have to assume something, as I originate from observations, right?
I'm not sure how much support I have from my guides on that issue. Maybe
I should try to find out?

I zoom in on Thor again, but find no one.

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(continued...)