"LOVE IS FOR ALL"
Picked this up upon wakening. I understand this.

Have been getting regular e-mails from an organisation called PETA. As the name hints at this is an organisation that highlight cruelty towards animals.What I've been getting sent includes Horrific footage of the slaughter or barbaric treatment of some animals around the world for our pleasures of food, clothes , make-up and others. It is enough to break anyone's heart. Find myself close to tears seeing the blood , the look of fear in the animals. We recognise the look of fear in the face of man but look into the eyes of the animal and its there.

Had been pondering over all the leather handbags in my wardrobe, purses, shoes. I love the feel of lovely leather but ????????????? What price do the animals pay for these luxuries? Its obvious.

Then I got remembering when I was in the process of converting to vegetarianism but still eating fish when I picked this up from 2015

Take from Journal

https://www.astraldynamics.com.au/sh...light=Lipstick
06/02/2015
Discrimination.

This seems to have been the theme for my light sleep from 7am- 8.15am.
In physical I'm not aware that I do discriminate in any way but maybe there is small part of me that does that I'm not aware of.

The first bit was lovely like watching a child's cartoon.

I'm at sea on a boat with someone looking out to the water and a seal is half out of the water in front of us and starts singing in a male voice. It was lovely, as if for children , it sings something like

" follow me and come and see what the heavy boys are doing to us here".

I woke up and thought how lovely this was but then to the meaning. Almost a dread followed incase this was going to continue on a theme of giving up eating sea life of all kinds. I've given up meat but will not give up fish. I need to eat something other than vegetables. Dozing back off then saw a horrible sight of guts all over a floor and a lot of big heavy cleavers chopping this all up and blood splashing everywhere and picked up

" the choice is yours".


This has me awake now but I could then remember a dream from earlier in the night and it has someone cutting something and producing blood from it and trying to put it on my lips like red lipstick. I run away, I don't want it on.
I went back to sleep very slightly and had singing again and saw a teenage dark skinned young man on the dance floor with a very young white skinned girl. She was very young. There was singing again but I've forgotten what it was.
Thoughts.
The two different coloured skins could emphasise discrimination.
The age difference could cause disapproval which could be seen as discrimination.
The fish could be seen as I've decided to give up meat a while ago after heavy nudges from the other side which didn't stop till I gave it up.
Have I discriminated towards still eating fish.?

After finding this reminder in the journal it had me thinking of my CHANEL lipsticks, ( many) Then all my make-up, ESTEE LAUDER. My skin care CLARINS.
Did a quick Google search to find they still do test on animals, even CLARINS.

Oh dear. Did another google search to find cosmetic companies that dont test on animals and only found one of them when passing through duty free . Urban Decay.
This is going to be a slow process as I gradually use up what I have and replace with more ethical products for my use.
As for leather goods- this will be even slower to replace items but as i feel the leather now I realise that this animal had its life taken away for mans pleasure.

I cannt stop it happening but I dont want to be involved in any way .
Yesterday I passed a butcher shop on the way from the airport to our appartment and saw a dead lamb hanging up outside being skinned with onlookers waiting to buy.
A cows head hanging outside another butcher shop.

I feel this is something big for me and will be done quietly. I respect the people around me and dont want to upset them with my views. After all I've gone years with my eyes closed because it suited me.

So 4 years ago I was advised that the choice was mine.
I wasnt ready then but am now.

I have PETA to thank for this .