Nursing babies

[susan]

If nothing to remember in the morning will record " encounter with myself"

[susan]

Yesterday got a lovely big close up of a different pyramid this time described in the "Mysticism " section.
I ' d also had a dream concerning my late fathers house and a surname was given but could be just made up so decided not to post .
However ,during the dream my late mother comes out of the house and I'm thinking "
" What is she doing here she is supposed to be dead?she looks taller and slimmer, I preferred her when she was overweight ,anyway I know it isn't her it'll be someone in the spirit side pretending to be her for some reason." ( I was actually thinking this in my dream)
She hands me a half empty bag of sugar and tells me my order had arrived. Behind her were crates piled up of bottles of lucozade I had apparently ordered.
Pondered over this in the morning and was day off. By 12 mid day all my plans of things to do went out the window.
Gradually I became weaker and weaker until I felt a little shaky and lay on the bed.stayed there for 3 hours with a little sleep.
Interesting point for me to remember is that whilst in the dream I seemed to be working out why my mother looked as she did and worked out that it was a spirit person impersonating her instead.
It was later that I realised that the sugar and lucozade ( energy drink) both provide energy.

OBE.
This morning started with recalling a dream at about 4 am after a visit to the bathroom.
I was lying on the floor with a lot of other people( they were sleeping)A baby monkey was jumping around the room between the people when I noticed that it had pink sticky tape stuck to it's mouth. I removed the tape when a man walks in to see the monkey and says. " Can you see that you bring the monkey to me by 8 o clock for photographs.
Wasn't sure if nonscence or not so just did a bit of energy raising then sleep, woke up,heard the birds outside but didn't stir .
I must have just got into that mid way stage when the birds got louder and I could now feel my feet raising up . I knew this was an OBE in progress, my legs were out now my body was fully out and I was slowly drifting upwards and forwards with no thought of direction ( decided to just wait and see where I'm going)
The birds were so loud my thought went back to my body thinking they Were next to my physical body.Wrong thing to do, back to body and awake.
Checked the time...7.55 am.

[susan]

Time to record
2010 Encounter with myself .
This was shortly after starting to read Astral dynamics at the beginning of my ( dare I say journey, YES I Do)
Vibrations started all over. Physical eyes were closed. Very loud noisy buzzing sound. Knew something was going to happen.Waited.

Saw a black shadowy figure which then took the shape of a head in front of me and full colour set in.
The hair was my colour.
The head turned around and I was looking at another ME! I looked younger and prettier.
This other me had independent movements
"She turned and smiled at me ...BUT... I could feel the excitement from both of us at the meeting.
Then " SHE" turned and smiled at me ...but I will never forget the excitement from both of us at this meeting.
Then she pulled the bedclothes up to her chin and facing the ceiling seemed to chuckle and bubbles came from her mouth like in a comic book with ( Zzzzz) snoring images.
Felt I was being told to go to sleep now.
Whatever dreams I may have now that leave a doubt ,I may not be well read on the subject , able to advise to others, but no one will ever convince me this was not real. IT WAS.

[CFTraveler]

...but no one will ever convince me this was not real. IT WAS.

I can't imagine who would want to do that. You're describing seeing your own expanded double, what I call 'dweller on the threshold' or 'astral feedback.' Many of us have this type of experience, at one time or another.

[susan]

Thank you, CF Traveller.
I recently decided to give up the development group. It was a great start but I felt it wasn't going in the direction I needed and my OBE's had nothing to do with the development circle. In fact most of the time was spent talking about how we should react to other people ,with others in the group talking of their challenges through the week and how they did or should have reacted.
Even during one meditation on cutting "ties" I couldn't think of anyone I knew that caused me a problem,we were supposed to be thinking of someone who gave us reason to want to deflect their negative energy. I just sat there with my eyes closed thinking "there's no one in my life I don' t want around. I only know lovely people . ( and this was costing me money) , so this site is all I have to keep me on the right track.

Now back to a " Magical Experience"
16th Sept 2012
Through the day had been travelling in car 6pm to an appointment when most people are finishing work.
Car coming in my direction decided to overtake front car meaning he was on my side of road just at the time I was overtaking a cyclist.Near collision, had to act fast -did -but left me very shaky.

Went to bed repeating many times in my mind WHY? WHY? Why couldn't spirit have warned me.?
They warned me previously about a roundabout so why not this?
Woke up to remembering a beautiful dream
I was taken back to a village I used to live in but the colours around we're soft and hazing into each other.we were on the bridge looking down into the river. Someone was with me.The most beautiful sound was around us( I would like to say harp but there was a mixture of sounds so beautiful and got an impression of a large white bird in the sky) I could see other people lining the bridge all looking into the water. They were not solid. Everyone was as the environment was , Shimmering and Translucent.
I looked into the river where everyone else was looking and the water was so clear and undisturbed and clear sand could be seen at the bottom.
Suddenly, MY CAR came travelling fast at the bottom of the river and the boot of the car opens. I remember saying The driver will be drowned. Then someone just "pulled a plug out from the bottom of the river and the water drained away.
The person next to me tells me "we were all calling , even the Queen was calling"
I then got a flash of a white blanked wrapped around me.
The sounds were out of this world, the colours and shimmering translucent environment I've experienced before.
I feel sure I was being told that they tried to warn me but that I was protected.
Took the speeding car in the river as a message I should slow down.( didn't think I was but then Who does?)

[susan]

Short one this morning. Woke up to two bangs ( thought they were outside ) and a song .....take you to the picture show......
Recalled immediately and remember watching a big fish at the bottom of the ocean. It was swimming around, came across a similar fish but it was dead so decided to leave it alone. Went down to the sea bed where a similar fish was asleep with some kind of glass covering over it whilst it slept.The fish I had been watching flipped it's back tail against the glass ,making the noise I woke up to . I woke up to the song.
About 30 mins later thinking about this but still too early to get up my mind must have paused for a while when I (Thought.)
"Lightening may strike again " and I saw a lizard's head.
From what I understand symbols can have many different meanings, especially when I look up meaning on the Internet it is worrying that so many people can publish books that have completely different suggestions for needy people.
I adapted a policy to use just one book and sent out a request that any beautiful spirit that is working with me if possible to use the symbols within this book so I can understand anything that is sent.
The interpretation seems to suggest I need more meditation to see the information I am asking for.
I. 'M guessing here but the lightening strike may??? be brow centre strobe. I'll wait and see.

[susan]

Where do I start? I,m not sure.No. OBEs since last quick one .Will have to leave a lot out,will try to summarise but first I want to record that I am completely Grounded and have done no energy work on the brow or top of head.
Came back from work at 4.03 pm and had my first bite of the day to eat.Had felt disorientated all day ( not weak) As if my brain was wanting to wander somewhere else.Felt sick and went to bed at 8.30.
Next morning in bed decided I must look after my body better and eat regular so decided for a week I'll eat regular,no red meat, no bread, no alcohol, In fact nothing will enter my body unless it's healthy.
Thinking this over I thought the words " that sounds a good thing to do"
Okay..so then deciding how this will really benefit my body I thought the words " Not enough people think that Susan"
I was being answered back and being called by my name. I started to wonder if I should record this here when I thought " your very brave I 'm not sure I could."
Now remembering 'My Encounter with Myself ' She( the other me) had independent thoughts that I ( this me ) was thinking as I remember the excitement FROM both of us at this contact.
So my puzzle is was this someone else from the spirit world communicating to me by thought? Or was this the ( other me)? Talking to ( this me)? Is this (other ) me what we refer to as the subconscious mind in astral form? Is she privy to loads more info about my evolution or does that belong to even another (ME) from a higher plane.
At what stage do we think of ( higher self) ?????? Confused dot com. I need to re-read Kurt's " The Multidimensional Human"
Will have to finish rest of journal tomorrow. Eggs and bees the topic.

[susan]

I feel like a child again starting back at the beginning trying to dissect these multiple bodies .Kurt suggests as many as eight. Makes sence, but when achieving a higher body, at the time, does that consciousness (during an excursion out ) have more knowledge of everything? I suppose it must because there's often someone with me who I'm talking with, but only fragments are remembered.

Dream other day and a friend brings us both a small egg to eat. She tells me they have just been laid.

Another dream where I am in my late father's house talking to someone. Behind him is a plastic bag where a loud buzzing sound is heard. Multiple buzzing like bees,this is different to the buzzing I've associated with OBEs. The buzzing gets so loud I think they are going to burst out of the bag and run frightened out of the room.
Yesterday morning woke up to loud buzzing in left ear. Recalled dream and a bee had flown into my left ear and I didn't know how to get it out.

REFLECTION TIME.
Recently dreams have involved
Pregnancy
Babies
OBE ( being carried in what was perceived as a sling ,as if I was a baby,)
A stalk lays an egg.
I'm told another egg is about to be laid
Given a newly laid egg to eat.
Loud buzzing of bees in a bag.
Loud buzzing of bee in my ear.
Now shortly after this started Aunt Clair posted a very detailed wonderful description of events prior to clairvoyance .
This was on 5th Jan under "process configuration"
Could I have taken this on board and wishfully encouraged dreams of this type ? (Although having a wasp in the ear is not good.)
This business of eggs being laid and the hatching sounding like a swarm of bees could just be my brain making up nice little stories
How do I know? I don't, but only time will tell.
On the other hand someone is talking to me calling me by my name .
I may put myself to the test tonight and deliberately imagine honey being poured on my forehead before going to sleep.

[susan]

Well no honey dreams,but whatever I've dreamed I feel someone who is with me is getting closer.There is always a man but different features each time and I 'm thinking each time " I like him, he's nice and kind" . However I'm also sensing his thoughts as well which is that he is fond of me. Also there's always still some young child I'm caring for.
When I've had really magical or memorable dreams I've always known I wasn't alone, someone beside me but no identification of the person. The fact that these recent ones have the person in front of me and look different each time I think I have to dismiss these as
Just dreams with no message, wild imagination...SIGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

[susan]

On the other hand could the warmth and fondness be associated with the opening of love and affection which was suggested when I dreamt of the big snake entering the body and lodging in the heart a few weeks ago?
I am starting to See, to Hear, maybe I'm starting to open up to Feeling.....the Clairs........
This morning did energy raising , no long dream to remember but full of symbols whilst in and out of consciousness.
Another short brow centre strobe ,no headache but again I'm feeling as if someone has their hand pressing gently on my crown.
Symbols .... a flame/fire........shower switched on....long thin snake ...
Humpty Dumpty sitting on the wall and I heard the nursery rhyme....( for anyone reading this who doesn't know the nursery rhyme it is an egg that sits on the wall and falls off and smashes) ohhhhhhhhhh not an egg again!
A short scene where I'm sitting by the window looking out holding my mobile phone and hubby comes over to look over my shoulder at what is showing on the phone. I look as well and it shows a photograph taken of my hubby whilst on holiday with a dancing girl, but instead of the girl it is my late mother and she is waving and smiling and I hear a kiss planting on my cheeks.
That was lovely and a complete surprise.
Finally, whilst awake just thinking of getting up, eyes closed I could see a lovely purple/ red colour,this lasted about 6-7 seconds.