Re: Last request for advice and then I will leave everyone alone
Here's my perspective, which is kinda meta. Take it for what it's worth.
There is no need to convince other people that your interpretation is correct. I understand that this is pretty much classic fundamentalist thinking, this "right vs wrong" (orthodox vs heterodox or even heresy), but, bottom line, people will believe and do what they feel they need/want to believe and do, and there is next to nothing you can do to change it. If YOU are comfortable with YOUR interpretations, and YOUR experiences support your conclusions, well, live your life that way, and stop worrying so much about how other people live theirs. You don't have to convince anyone else that you're right, or that it's okay. You don't need their permission.
Ultimately, your life and how you live it is between YOU and GOD, and nobody else. Spending your energy on trying to change other people's opinions has very little fruit for the effort involved, and even if you can change a mind here or there, in the long run, it won't matter. You are in charge of your life, of your actions, of your relationship with your God. Nobody else needs to be involved. Indeed, nobody else CAN be involved, no matter how much they insist they need to be there to tell you what to do and how to do it and how to interpret things.
I've been studying the Bible from a wide range of perspectives for decades, by the way (still do; currently reading a book on the very early Christian church and its factions). I've spent a lot of time in my life arguing with people about various interpretations of this verse or that passage. It never gained me anything, however, and now I regret the waste of time and energy that I put into proving this or that "right" and this or that other thing "wrong". I get where you're coming from, I really do. I, however, am relieved to have left that kind of worldview behind. I don't argue with dogma-bound Christians these days, and it is a blessing to have released the need and the desire to do that.
I do wish you well, and I hope you find peace within yourself and with reconciling the various divergent aspects of your path. I do urge you to consider, however, that your path is unique, and that you may never be able to convince anyone else of its validity. That doesn't make it invalid; it just means you're on a unique path (something else I know rather a lot about; it's lonely and frustrating, but very fruitful). Blessings to you on your journey.
May the light surround you, may you be blessed. May the light surround us, may we be blessed. May love and light surround us all, and may we all be healed and blessed. And so it is, and so it shall be, now and ever after.
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