Hello,
Hopefully some of you who are experienced with the following neg problem can help:
A little background info: I moved into my current residence about two years ago. It started around early last year around the same time I started going back to Church and received a job promotion.
It started with clear disturbances: shove/push while asleep, loud ringing noises, and horrible nightmares. Then it progressed to feeling an 'energy' come up my legs and vibrate between my upper thighs. I started to get negative thoughts, such as dying and a lot of mood swings. I felt like I was becoming someone else. I would also wake up at various times during the night, esp around 3 am and get these weird dreams that would sometimes come to pass the next day. I would also notice the number 3 everywhere, esp # 53. More recently is has been on my genital area and causing a lot of gastrointestinal discomfort. I feel it like a crawling sensation. It has also started to bother my gf, giving her sex dreams/orgasms and other stuff I mentioned.
I feel lost. I feel like this neg wants to destroy me. I've been going to Church and praying which seems to help. Also, sometimes when I pray I literally feel it coming out of my head and legs... I also do some things Robert suggested in his book - but it sill persists. Any help would be appreciated.
-Oscar
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