Hey Effy
i did intercept dreams , not once but many many times , i used to dance professionally a long long time ago , my company was one of great prestige , one day just like that , i got up and out of bed and decided not to dance anymore , no decisions , no judgement , no pre-meditation , no motive , no incentive.
For a company member to just up and leave coldly like that either means someone is threatening either their life for their role or higher more singular position had come up (neither was the case).And is considered the equivalent of splashing wine in your superior's face.
i cant tell you the many a times when i intercepted my dance master's and my artistic directors dreams (i had no idea at all they were that interested in me and my quitall)
One particular night in a dream stood the all three of us , waiting to break a glass (a glass is broken and the dancer steps in on it with new shoes making mincing steps as people cheer , to soften the soles , signifying the start of a new fruitful season)
I just looked at them both standing there, the look on their faces absolutely priceless , and started laughing , in fact I woke up laughing.
The going ons on me and my private life are exclusively confidential to me and my person , no one is allowed to step in unless clearly granted privy.In this case I had the right not to explain my decision to quit and fought with all my might till the very end to protect that right.
there are a number of things i'm not fond of within myself , but the sort of person for whom the saying
"in a battle of wills only mine shall prevail" rings only too true
Believe in your individuality : its a powerful thing.
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