I have a person that could be considered a soulmate or lover of sorts and we have been together off and on for many years. The person has become seriously and possibly terminally ill. I have been dreaming of him often very vividly. The dreams are very loving and pleasurable and very intense. Needless to say, I am worried about him and today I just feel so drained. I don't want to create a shield to prevent these dreams but today I am not feeling at all well.

I am not sure where this is all going. I feel the connection is so strong and growing stronger but I do not hear from him much on the physical realm (we do not live together).

I dunno, maybe it is just me working through the fear of his illness.