IA´s Journal

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LESSON 26

”My attack thoughts are attacking my invulnerability.”

It is surely obvious that if you can be attacked you are not invulnerable. You see attack as a real threat. That is because you believe that you can really attack. And what would have effects through you must also have effects on you. It is this law that will ultimately save you, but you are misusing it now. You must therefore learn how it can be used for your own best interests, rather than against them. Because your attack thoughts will be projected, you will fear attack. And if you fear attack, you must believe that you are not invulnerable. Attack thoughts therefore make you vulnerable in your own mind, which is where the attack thoughts are. Attack thoughts and invulnerablility cannot be accepted together. They contradict eachother. The idea for today introduces the thought that you always attack yourself first. If attack thoughts must entail the belief that you are vulnerable, their effect is to weaken you in your own eyes. Thus they have attacked your perception of yourself. And because you believe in them, you cannot longer believe in yourself. A false image of yourself has come to take the place of what you are. Practice with today´s idea will help you to understand that vulnerability or invulnerability is the result of your own thoughts.Nothing except your thoughts can attack you. Nothing except your thoughts can make you think you are vulnerable. And nothing except your thoughts can prove to you this is not so. Six practice periods are required in applying today´sidea. A full two minutes should be attempted for each of them, although the time may be reduced to a minut if discomfort is too great. Do not reduce it further.The practice period should begin with repeating the idea for today, then closing you eyes and reviewing the unresolved question whose outcomes are causing you concern. The concern may take the form of depression, worry, anger,a sense of imposition, fear, foreboding or preoccupation. Any problem as yet unsettled that tends to recur in your thoughts during the day is a sutiable subject. You will not be able to use very many for any one practice period,because a longer time than usual should be spent with each one. Today´s idea should be applied as follows:

First, name the situation:

”I am concerned about……….”

Then go over every possible outcome that has occured to you in that connection and which has caused you concern, referring to each one quite specifically, saying:

”I am afraid……..will happen.”

If you are doing the exercises properly,you should have some five or six distressing possibilities available for each situation you use, and quite possible more. It is much more helpful to cover a few situations thoroughly than to touch on a larger number. As the list of anticipated outcomes for each situation continues, you will probably find some of them, especially those that occur to you towards the end, less acceptable to you. Try, however, to treat them all alike to whatever extent you can. After you have named each outcome of which you are afraid, tell yourself:

”That thought is an attack upon myself.”

Conclude each practice period by repating today´s idea to yourself once more.

Love

[IA56]

LESSON 27

”Above all else I want to see.”

Today`s idea expresses something stronger than mere determination. It gives vision priority among your desires.You may feel hesitant about using the idea, on the grounds that you are not sure you really mean it. This does not matter. The purpose of today´s exercises is to bring the time when the idea will be wholly true a little nearer. The remay be a great temptation to believe that some sort of sacrifice is being asked of you when you say you want to see above all else. If you become uneasy about the lack of reservation involved, add:

”Vision has no cost at anyone.”

If fear of loss still persists,add further:

”It can only bless.”

The idea for today needs many repetiotions for maximum benefit. It should be used at least every half hour,and more if possible. You might try for every 15 or 20 minutes. It is recommended that you set a definite time interval for using the idea when you Wake or shortly afterwards, and attempt to adhere to it throughout the day. It will not be difficult to do this, even if you are engaged in coversation, or otherwise occupied at the time. You can still repeat one short sentence to yourself without disturbing anything. The real question is, how often will you remember?How much do you want today´s idea be true? Answer one of these questions, and you have answered the other. You will probably miss several applications, and perhaps quite a number. Do not be disturbed by this, but do try to keep on your schedule from then on. If only once during the day you feel that you were perfectly sincere while you were repeating today´s idea, you can be sure that you have saved yourself many years of effort.

Love

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LESSON 28

”Above all else I want to see things differently.”

Today we are really giving specific application to the idea for yesterday. In these practice periods, you will be making a series of definite commitments. The question of whether you will keep them in the future is not our concern here. If you are willing at least to make then now, you have started on the way to keeping them. And we are still at the beginning. You may wonder why it is important to say, for example,”Above all else I want to see table differently.” In it self it is not important at all. Yet what is by itself? And what does ”in itself” mean? You see a lot of separate things about you, which really means you are not seeing at all. You either see or not. When you have seen one thing differently, you will see all things differently. The light you will see in any one of them is the same light you will see in them all. When you say, ”Above all else I want to see this table differently,” you are making a commitment to withdraw your preconceived ideas about the table, and open your mind to what it is, and what it is for. You are not defining it in past terms. You are asking what it is,rather than telling it what it is. You are not binding its meaning to your tiny experience of tables, nor are you limiting its purpose to your little personal thoughts. You will not question what you have already defined. And the purpose of these exercises is to ask questions and receive the answers. In saying. ”Above all else I want to see this table differently,” you are committing yourself to seeing. It is not an exclusive commitment. It is a commitment that applies to the table just as much as to anything else, neither more nor less. You could,in fact, gain vision from just that table, if you would withdraw all your own ideas from it, and look upon it with a completely open mind. It has something to show you; something beautiful and clean and of infinite value, full of happiness and hope. Hidden under all your ideas about it is its real purpose,the purpose it shares with all the universe. In using the table as a subject for applying the idea for today, you are therefore really asking to see the purpose of the universe. You will be making this same request of each subject that you use in the practice periods. And you are making a commitment to each of them to let its purpose be revealed to you, instead of placing your own judgment upon it. We will have six two-minute practice periods today, in which the idea for the day is stated first, and then applied to whatever you see about you. Not only should the subjects be chosen randomly, but each one should be accorded equal sincerity as today´s idea is applied to it, in an attempt to acknowledge the equal value of them all in their contribution to your seeing.As usual, the applications should include the name of the subject your eyes happen to light on, and you should rest your eyes on in while saying:

”Above all else I want to see the……….differently.”

Each application should be made quite slowly, and as thoughtfully as possible. There is no hurry.

Love

[IA56]

LESSON 29

”God is in everything I see.”

The idea for today explains why you can see all purpose in everything. It explanis why nothing is separate, byitself or in itself. And it explains why nothing you see means anything. Infact, it explains every idea we have used thus far, and all subsequent ones as well. Today´s idea is the whole basis for vision. You will probably find this idea very difficult to grasp at this point. You may find it silly, irreverent,senseless, funny and even objectionable. Certaily God is not in a table, for example, as you see it. Yet we emphasized yesterday that a table shares the purpose of the universe. And what shares the purpose of the universe shares the purpose of its Creator. Try then, today, to begin to learn how to look on all things with love, appreciation and open-mindedness. You do not see them now.Would you know what is in them? Nothing is as it appears to you. Its holy purpose stands beyond your little range. When vision has shown you the holiness that lights up the world, you will understand today´s idea perfectly. And you will not understand how you could ever have found it difficult. Our six two-minute practice periods for today should follow a now familiar pattern: Begin with repeating the idea to yourself, and then apply it to randomly-chosen subjects about you, naming each one specifically. Try to avoid the tendency toward self-directed selection, which may be particularly tempting in connection with today´s idea because of its wholly alien nature. Remember that any order you impose is equally alien to reality. Your list of subjects should therefore be as free of self-selection as possible. For example, a suitable list might include:

”God is in this coat hanger.”
God is in this magazine.”
”God is in this finger.”
”God is in this lamp.”
”God is in that body.”
”God is in that door.”
”God is in that waste basket.”

In addition to the assigned practice periods, repeat the idea for today at least once an hour, looking slowly about you as you sayt the words unhurriedly to yourself. At least once or twice, you should experience a sense of restfulness as you do this.

Love

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LESSON 30

”God is in everything I see because God is in my mind.”

The idea for today is the springboard for vision. From this idea will the world open up before you, and you will look upon it and see in it what you have never seen before. Nor will what you saw before be even faintly visible to you. Today we are trying to usea new kind of ”projection.” We are not attempting to get rid of what we do not like by seeing it outside. Instead, we are trying to see in the world what is in our minds, and what we want to recognize is there. Thus, we are trying to join with what we see, rather than keeping it apart from us. That is the fundamental difference between vision and the way you see. Today´s idea should be applied as often as possible throughout the day. Whenever you have a momentor so, repeat it to youself slowly, looking about you, and trying to realize that the idea applies to everything you do see now, or could see now if it were within the range of your sight. Real vision is not limited to concepts such as ”near”and ”far.” To help you begin to get used to this idea, try to think of things beyond your present range as well as those you can actually see, as you apply today´s idea. Real vision is not only unlimited by space and distance, but it does not depend on the body´s eyes at all. The mind is its only source. To aid in helping you to become more accustomed to this idea as well, devote several practice periods to applying today´s idea with your eyes closed, using whatever come to mind, and looking within rather than without. Today´s idea applies equally to both.

Love

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LESSON 31

”I am not the victim of the world I see.”

Today´s idea is the introduction to your declaratio of release. Again, the idea should be applied to both the world you see without and the world within. In applying the idea, we will use a form of practice which will be used more and more, with changes as indicated.Generally speaking, the form includes two aspects, one in which you apply the idea on a more sustained basis, and the other consisting of frequent applications of the idea of the idea throughout the day. Two longer periods of practice with the idea for today are needed, one in the morning and one at night. Three to five minutes for each of these are recommended. During the time, look about you slowly while repeating the idea two or three times, look about you slowly while repeating the idea two or three times. Then close your eyes, and apply the same idea to your inner world. You will escape from both together, for the inner is the cause of the outer. As you survey your inner world, merely let whatever thoughts cross your mind come into your awareness, each to be considered for a moment, and then replaced by the text. Try not to establish any kind of hierarchy among them. Watch them come and go as dispassionately as possible. Do not dwell on any one in particular, but try to let the strem move on evenly and calmly, without any special investment on your part. As you sit and quietly watch your thoughts, repeat today´s idea to yourself as often as you care to, but with no sens of hurry. In addition, repeat the idea for today as often as possible during the day. Remind yourself that you are making a declaration of independence in the name of your own freedom. And in your freedom lies the freedom of the world. The idea for today is also a particularly useful one to use as a response to any form of temptation that may arise. It is a declaration that you will not yield to it, and put yourself in bondage.

Love

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LESSON 32

"I have invented the World I see."

Today we are continuing to develop the theme of cause and effect. You are not the victim of the world you see because you invented it. You can give it up as easily as you made it up.You will see it or not see it, as you wish. While you want it you will see it; when you no longer want it, it will not be there for you to see. The idea for today, like the preceding ones, applied to your inner and outer worlds, which are actually the same. However, since you see them as different, the practice periods for today will again include two phases, one involving the world you see outside you, and the other the world you see in your mind. In today´s
exercises, try to introduce the thought that both are in your own imagination. Again we will begin the practice periods for the morning and evening by repeating the idea for today two or three times while looking around at the world you see as outside yourself. Then close your eyes and look around your inner world. Try to treat them both as equally as possible. Repeat the idea for today unhurriedly as often as you wish, as you watch the images your imagination presents to your awareness. For the two longer practice periods three to five minutes are recommended, with not less than three required. More than five can be utilized, if you find the exercise restful. To facilitate this, select a time when few distractions are anticipated, and when you yourself feel reasonably ready. These exercises are also to be continued during the day, as often as possible. The shorter applications consist of repeating the idea slowly, as you survey either your inner or outer world. It does not matter which you choose. The idea for today should also be applied immediately to any situation that may distress you. Apply the idea by telling yourself:

”I have invented this situation as I see it.”

Love

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LESSON 33

”There is another way of looking at the world.”

Todays idea is an atetmpt to recognize that you can shift your perception of the world in both its outer and inner aspects. A full five minutes should be devoted to the morning and evening applications. In these practice periods, though unhurried applications aree ssential. Alternate between surveying your outer and inner perceptions, but without an aprupt sense of shifting. Merely glance casually around the world you perceive as outside yourself, then close your eyes and survey your inner
thoughts with equal casualness. Try to remain equally uninvolved in both, and to maintain this detachment as you repeat the idea throughout the day. The shorter exercise periods should be as frequent as possible. Specific applications of today´s idea should also be made immediately, when any situation arises which tempts you to become disturbed. For these applications, say:

”There is another way of looking at this.”

Remember to apply today´s idea the instant you are aware of distress. It may be necessary to take a minute or so to sit quietly and repeat the idea to yourself several times. Closing your eyes will probably help in this form of applications.

Love

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LESSON 34

”I could see peace instead of this.”

The idea for today begins to describe the conditions that prevail in the other way of seeing. Peace of mind is clearly an internal matter. It must begin with your own thoughts, and the nextend outward. It is from your peace of mind that a peaceful perception of the world arises. Three longer practice periods are required for today´s exercises.One in the morning and one in the evening are advised, with an additional one to be undertaken at any time in between that seems most conductive to readiness. All applications should be done with your eyes closed. It is your inner world to which the applications of today´s idea should be made. Some five minutes of mind searching are required for each of the longer practice periods.Search you mind for fear thoughts, anxiety-provoking situations, ”offending”personalities or events, or anything else about which you are harboring unloving thoughts. Note them all casually, repeating the idea for today slowly as you watch them arise in your mind, and let each one go, to be replaced by the next. If you begin to experience difficulty in thinking of specific subjects, continue to repeat the idea to yourself in an unhurried manner,without applying it to anything in paricular. Be sure, however, not to make any specific exclusions. The shorter applications are to be frequent, and made whenever you feel your peace of mind is threatened in any way. The purpose is to protect yourself from temptation throughout the day. If a specific from to temptation arises in your awareness, the exercise should take this form:

”I could see peace in thissituation instead of what I now see in it.”

If the inroads on your peace of mind take the form of more generalized adverse emotions, such as depression,anxiety or worry, use the idea in its original form. If you find you need more than one application of today´s idea to help you change your mind in any specific context, try to take several minutes and devote them to repeating the idea until you feel some sense of relief. It will help you if you tell yourself specifically:

”I can replace my feelings of depression, anxiety or worry (for my thoughts about this situation, personalityor event) with peace.”

Love

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LESSON 35

”My mind is part of God´s. I am very holy.”

Today´s idea does not describe the way you see yourself now. It does, however, describe what vision will show you. It is difficult for anyone who thinks he is in this world to believe this of himself. Yet the reason he thinks you are. That is because you surround yourself with the enviroment you want. And you want it to protect the image of yourself that you have made. The image is part of this enviroment. What you see while you believe you are in it is seen through the eyes of the image. This is not vision. Images cannot see. The idea for today presents a very different view of yourself. By establishing your. Source it establishes your Identitiy,and it describes you as you really be in truth. We will use a somewhat different kind of application for today´s idea because the emphasis for today is on the perceiver, rather than on what he perceives. For each of the three five-minute practice periods today, begin by repeating today´s idea to yourself, and then close your eyes and search your mind for the various kinds of descriptive terms in which you see yourself. Include all the ego-based attributes which you ascribe to yourself, positive or negative, desirable or undesirable, grandiose or debased. All of them are equally unreal, because you do not look upon yourself through the eyes of holiness. In the earlier part of the mind searching period, you will probably emphasize what you consider to be the more negative aspects of your perception of yourself. Toward the latter part of the exercise period, however, more self-inflating descriptive terms may well cross your mind. Try to recognize that the direction of your fantasies about yourself does not matter. Illusions have no direction in reality. They are merely not true. A suitable unselected list for applying the idea for today might be as follows:

”I see myself as imposed on.”
”I see myself as depressed.”
”I see myself as failing.”
”I see myself as and angered.”
”I see myself as helpless.”
”I see myself as victorious.”
”I see myself as losing out.”
”I see myself as charitable.”
”I see myself as virtuous.”

You should not think of these terms in an abstract way. They will occur to you as various situations,personalities and events in which you figure cross your mind. Pich up any specific situation that occurs to you, identify the descriotive term or terms you feel are applicable to your reactions to that situation, and use them in applying today´s idea. After you have named each one, add:

”But my mind is part of God´s. I am very holy.”

During the longer exercise periods, there will probably be intervals in which nothing specific occurs to you. Do not strain to think up specific things to fill the interval, but merely relax and repeat today´s idea slowly until something occurs to you. Although nothing that does occur should be omitted from the exercises, nothing should be”dug out” with effort. Neither force nor discrimination should be used. As often as possible during the day, pick up a specific attribute or attributes you are ascribing to yourself at the time and apply the idea for today to them, adding the idea in the form stated above to each of them. If nothing particular occurs to you, merely repeat the idea to yourself, with closed eyes.

Love