Quote Originally Posted by Sahasraraawaken View Post
butterfly you sound just like me.. heh. i was always floating out of body too at about 7. sleep paralysis out the wazoo... it was normal for me.

but to clarify what experiences led you to this realization that we have been talking about? can you explain to me more what you mean by becoming your partner? did you shift consciousness and experienced things from his (your)...other? point of view?

I am not sure I am explaining this right though. After re reading all of this. Because I can understand what a lot of you are saying I think it's just in different ways... I explain it way different, use different words and ways of explaining it.

I don't know... You would think if people understand that all of this is a book, only an experience, and they understood consciousness so to the point that they knew they are everything and all of this is a big giant illusion... your family doesn't exist because they are just characters for this experience etc, you would have the power to overcome any form of health problems... instant manifestation, and so many other things. I have seen people who say this and yet they suffer from health issues and all this horrible crap. Headaches, and all of this shouldn't exist if someone is that awake and aware that this place is all (what we have been talking about) If you realize you are the only thing that exists you should be able to experience bliss non stop. I hope this makes sense... Yet these people still suffer from lots of stress. Why? What is there to stress? For experience? I can't seem to wrap that around my head. Why would source want to experience pain. (Even though to source it doesn't know pain) then this just seems like a big a** waste of time honestly. I think I am pretty knowledge in this stuff.. been doing it since i was 7. but I know i still get stressed too!


I am not too great at explaining things sometimes. It's late... rest is needed haha

You got source... all that is. you. Going okay... I am going to experience from this point of view... (whoooooosh) and you live an absolute HORRIBLE life and end up killing all of your parents... whatever... going on a freaking rampage... you name it. Or you are just a baby... you are born and then your mother throws you in a microwave. I can't see source going YUP! lets experience this right here... sarcasm.

I can see source wanting to be the point of view of anything it wants to. But why in the hell would there be negs? What is the point? Also...

I think this place... if you are correct! I think earth is a mistake... Consciousness made a mistake. This place didn't turn out like it supposed to. Kind of thing... yeah I know I sound like a conspiracy theorist but From MY experiences we are being played. Like a fiddle. For example the whole "love" thing. That word is LOADED. Love is a vibration... but we use that word with everything. "I love this cake" "I love this car" "I love this weather" I think we have been programmed to become confused with the word love. Many religions teach love. Yet many religions also chopped off peoples heads and burned them at the stake for coming up with new ideas and concepts. and if you showed people how psychic stuff works etc you were tortured to death. That's a whole other story in itself though. Again that's my experience so that's all i can go from! I am just saying. Something is not right.
Hi again S.
Consiousness does not make mistakes...you and I do!!
The God or consiousness has nothing to do with this world...you and I have come here because we are on our road back to the right home so to speak...and the paradox is...as I am still sick...but my healing has begun...now...when I do understand more...If I compare myself to 1980-81 when I really did get the information about us not being a body...and it was 34 years ago...I did not beleive it fully then...I was not able to comprahand it....but today I can...but it is not easy to try to communicate it to you for your understanding...
It is not real in that way that this world is build more with fear than love....fear and love are two different worlds...so to speak..our real home is love...but we have co-created this world with other who have difficulty to feel or think of being worthy of unconditional love...and therefore our way is not yet perfect ...but we are learning ...we are here to learn again how to become worthy of unconditional love...and stop thinking destruction and death....the real world is...life and love...but death is a new chance to try again to understand ...over and over again...because consiousness did create Atonament after the separation...and still we have not get it totally ...because we fear us selfĀ“s and God....

You are right about us using the word love total wrong, but I think we want to fool us and others and hide that we do hate that we do not understand...so we use words we know are good so to speak...and fool with words.....but everyone has own responsibility to stop using others for not doing own part of the work....and slacking ...like he does not do it..why should I do...we have to start to care more obout us selfĀ“s...we can not do any difference but in our own life...and it should be enough to want the best ...then you can give the best to others too...and then the real love will grow...and to care and take care of you is the first step towards real love.

It will soon sink in...I am sure it will not take you 34 years to comprahend it as it took for me

It is still back and forth...but I am more stabil today than ever

Love
ia