-cleaning my room and organizing more stuff
-tea
-things feeling back to normal again with M and her husband and tension i felt feeling gone
-M taking me shopping yesterday and that it made me even forget it was the 4rth of july for some time
-realizing i can have plans that aren't going to a firework show on the 4th and still have a good fourth of july and that in a way,i was just stuck in a rut even with that all those years and didn't even realize it
-seeing fireworks in the sky in the neighborhood that looked nice
-the cats that come to the yard and how cute they are
-my kindness
-my beauty
-yoga pants
-getting my awesome wall decal in the mail today
-feeling content now about my birthday
-the awesome fourth of july cake slice i had and how good it was
-soda
-water
-sleep
-meditation
-my mandala coloring book
-relaxation
-having the house to my self for some time today
-M seeming nicer to me lately
-eating at the cheesecake factory yesterday and it being much better then i expected and eating all vegan
-sweet potato fries
-booking two jobs today,one of them on my birthday and being ok with working on my birthday.i used to never do so,but now i think it's good to break out of ruts and that good things can come from it
-catching up on all the phone calls i needed to catch up on today and seeing all is fine with my food card,and that my eyeglasses have shipped and will only take about two weeks now
-stretches
-healthy digestion
-coffee
-writing out my goals for the next two months and how goo that felt
-makeup
-beauty products
-M putting money on my card so i can monthly bill i have