funny how i start to get myself out of my funk just a little bit,and someone starts giving me ---- That threw me off all last night and today. on top of that,just minutes ago,i found out breaking news that is huge that i know ex's parents arent going to be happy about,at all. seeing what i seen made me feel a weird mix of smug amusement and sad for my ex. apparently...his gf is pregnant. i can just imagine him freaking out right now. I warned him so much about how she is. hopefully it is wrong or a false alarm,i guess.
-sleep. it's all i've wanted to do all week. I've slept like 20 hours a day some days,it feels like.
-my new hair color
-doing a job for primary career and how good that feels in some ways,though in other ways i feel too old for it,not in looks but in years that have passed on since the last time i did a job like that.
-making it to work on time today,even though i woke up super late and almost was late,i ended up perfectly on time.
-having model looks
-compliments
-T kitten and how happy he makes me
-bringing T kitten in even for only 5 minutes today which helped me feel a lot better
-creativity
-love
-self reassurance with my ocd thoughts
-all the walking i did the past days. good natural exercise.
-kind people
-cucumber water. seems to be a theme with hair jobs lately. i've grown to like the taste,though i don't like cucumbers.
-my heart's desires and goals
-getting the vouchers printed tonight
-that it's spring time
-that T kitten has been wanting to spend more time outside anyways
-beauty in life
-pronoia
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