GRATITUDE LIST

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-feeling through my feelings(which right now is a lot of feeling dirty, confused, shock, fear, anger, hurt, lonely, etc) to get more groundedness, back to myself, and clarity
-chakra healing music
-headphones
-forgiveness
-going to therapy today
-clarity
-my strength
-colors
-empathy
-diet dr. pepper
-D for communicating with me today eloquently
-reflection and the strength to handle the questions i don't have the answer to
-going for a walk today
-pulling back
-intent to alter my personality and energy
-makeup
-my leopard print coat
-beautiful views
-imagining beautiful things clearly
-old ocd thoughts having healed now
-intent to look at my inner demons and dark side and see how i can better myself
-being a caring person
-being considered beautiful
-healthy digestion
-somehow managing on so little sleep the last days
-another realization/clarity during another panic attack last night
-fashion
-leggings
-having healthy
-working on making more phone calls today
-working on more self-marketing online materials
-my eyeglasses
-attractive guys
-mom cat sitting on my lap this afternoon and my ferals all hanging out with me when i came by today
-smiling
-having high cheekbones
-blankets
-incense
-being mature
-rest
-having beautiful hair
-stretches
-doing some dumbbell work
-candy
-the vegan burger i had for dinner
-blue skies
-my phone
-beauty
-intelligence
-my hazelnut vegan latte i had this morning
-sweets
-getting a new bag of coffee
-valentines day themes
-having tiny arms
-beautiful pictures of me
-self reassurances
-support from others
-my charisma
-being optimistic
-going back to the spiritual side of things lately for answers and healings to all that's been going on lately
-my eyesight
-touch
-water
-having nice lips
-a possible social outing later this month or early next month that sounds fun
-hyaluronic acid
-being able to get ahold of m's husband and getting a ride to therapy this morning
-having beautiful eyes
-m being nice to me today
-the ibuprofen and that it worked to relieve a lot of pain now that i'm out of tramadol
-expression
-work being about to pick up in the next few days
-God taking care of me
-pronoia
-a check on the way
-seeing the good in others
-surrender