-smores poptarts
-finally getting my eyebrows thread for first time since october and that it all worked out with being able to go even and that place i ended up going to since first place i tried to go to was only$6. i'm still in amazement at that price. so nice.
-today feeling somewhat normal-ish
-that R is out of the picture
-that managing to stay in apartment in daytime is now easy
-the feeling i got a bit ago that the incident in spring that i am just about to let go of now.it feels almost time. it's odd.all this time i hung onto it thinking it wasnt a big deal when it was then thinking this is a huge deal and will i ever be ok again,and now it just seems i'm almost ready to let it go.
-my mom helping me out today
-getting to see moms cat twice recently now
-catching up a little bit of sleep today.
-hearing C doesn't work somewhere anymore which means a possible manifestation i had worked on for sometime
-that my book shipped today
-getting some dishes done today
-L to text
-seeing my transitioned loved one's pic on my moms phone
-wearing some makeup today and eyeliner which i havent worn in months and how good that felt
-being classy
-sweaters
-figuring out and trying my key for the first time today
-being kind
-sodas since i'm still drinking those instead of coffee for now
-the loa website giving me some ideas
-remembering what a high vibe feels like
-visualization meditations online i love
-feeling just a little bit more caught up on life
-feeling moments of life feeling good again
-the positive inner knowings i had recently
-water
-vitamins
-warm showers
-my bed
-getting through another day
-best friend being slightly more reliable.
-my understanding and perspective of things that allows me to be wise and patient
-being able to trace how bad things that make me nervous pop up so i can soothe myself
-being safe
-that all i care about is safe and will love long lives
-feeling more and more convinced of subjective reality whenever i think about the law of attraction
-ideas
-starting to feel just a little bit more safer again
-getting business work things done tonight
-job to look forward to in beginning of next month
-inner determination and optimism
-my interests and happy things
-feeling positive minded for some reason like everything is going to be ok and life's going to get better,even though external circumstances arent there yet
-the bank account im about to get