-headphones
-crying and releasing
-my rose quartz heart
-self forgiveness
-trying filler for myself
-entertainment
-J texting me out of the blue, right before i left for nyc, just like i somehow predicted and because of circumstances not related, i ended up not going which showed the true colors of M in nyc, a very negative side to him, and showed i was really not meant to go, as building management came to my place today and it was urgent and not so fun, but could've been bad had i not been there and then after M picking on me all day, J saying he wants to see me this week and loves me. i just felt sort of insane. and today i feel emotional.
-getting a new phone and tablet
-M(fam) saying don't worry about the money, if i can't get it, they will have it.
-solar plexus chakra healing music
-collagen water
-cleaning and organizing
-sleeping
-yoga pants
-buying new luxury roses for my table
-new ways of doing things
-physical exercise
-hoodies
-my new hair color
-confirming a special event to work this weekend
-surrender
-cuteness
-that i can get my lips done this friday
-ativan
-barely eating yesterday and skipping dinner
-fashion
-photography
-pictures
-being someone men fall in love for
-knowing to just breathe and take things one day at a time
-the internet
-pillows
-blankets
-nice weather yesterday
-nice warm cleansing showers
-having beautiful eyes
-appreciation
-my eyesight
-losing weight
-prayer
-my winter boots
-my heart's desires
-my taste in things
-snowflake brownies i bought
-my exfoliating lip scrub
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