GRATITUDE LIST

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-feeling calmed down after an anxiety attack and attempt to almost committ suicide again last night
-a thoughtful letter posted underneath my door when i woke up
-doing some reading today
-realizing i don't work saturday which is nice
-ice cold water
-cats
-seeing L kitten wrestle with E cat and trying to play with W cat earlier. I even picked up W cat and L kitten at the same time. She's been fitting in just like family with the colony. I really wish i knew her background. She just arrived in my backyard one day like she belonged. W and E are from mom cat's first litter and are best buddies
-entertainment
-romance
-going for a bike ride and going one block further then last time
-my check funds being available today
-buying more candy from my favorite candy boutique
-having all my upcoming trip money saved up now
-laying out in the sun again for about 20 minutes shortly after i woke up
-sleep
-compassion
-my kind heart
-nonconformity
-my dolce&gabbana sunglasses
-deep cleansing breaths
-getting more things cleaned and organized
-getting more cat stuff cleaned
-a nice nourishing journaling session
-sugar
-nourishing food
-how great my hair color looks
-my intelligence
-starting to feel a little more acceptance of my physical self
-hair clips
-dental floss
-my christian dior eye cream
-doing a 25 minute rebounding session
-stretches
-cuteness
-my eyeglasses
-forward movement
-inspiring videos
-massage
-touch
-fashion
-colors
-gratitude
-music
-my phone
-having strong nails
-having nice lips