B and I ended. I brought up an issue that i thought made us incompatible and waited to talk it out so i said things calmly and he went ballistic on me. He said F u to me,he called me disgusting,he said I was below him and that he didnt care if i jumped off a building or cut myself and that I deserved all that he was saying. He said more,too. Idk how this happened. I must've glossed over the minor red flags. I even told him he was making me nervous and he didn't care. He so far has blocked me from bumble app and unfollowed me on instagram but is still on twitter and facebook. Twitter is what caused the problem. I noticed sometime during our argument though he had cleaned up the things that bothered me and deleted them which is interesting. I deleted his number and am very sad to have seen his true colors come out. I was polite and spoke from the heart and he just lost it. We hadn't even met yet and he went this nuts.
-talking to crisis line worker after verbal abuse from B
-talking to uncle after verbal abuse from B . Both agree to cut communication.
-biotene
-my dentist appointment tomorrow
-laying down
-getting a lot done despite it being a lazy day
-TV episodes online
-finding good news out about primary career set for tommorow
-more info on another big thing coming soon for career
-being smart
-my conviction
-sweeping my floor
-the protein drink M made me
-my check being deposited today
-M buying me cookies that were very good that i ate today
-getting my appetite back a little and nausea going away
-doing some rebounding for exercise
-bringing T kitten in room this morning to sleep with me then later in the afternoon
-how social T cat has been
-buying the funky avant garde yoga pants B said was sexy and life coach said i should gt
-buying some beauty products i wanted
-buying some pet products for my outdoor cats and my mom's cats
-biotene
-lorazapam and how confident it makes me
-striking up conversations with M despite it all
-doing some reading of the charisma book i'm on and my asos magazine
-nice weather today
-music
-fashion
-feeling more inspired to go for it
-coca cola
-my phone
-the internet
-my body getting slimmer
-coffee
-blueberry waffles
-hope
-water
-doing some mirror technique affirmations
-sleep
-crisis line workers