-remembering the joy of this list
-discovering more new amazing inspiring soul stirring,uplifting music
-music
-letting go when i get obsessive
-sugar
-my childish side
-caramel tea
-knowing when i awake ill get another new start to be better
-my positivity
-soup
-vegan food
-flirtations and someone new to think about not new technically,he's of the past but he gets my mind off D and maybe it's partially because we were physical with each other this weekend and merged energies from that but i feel lovely feelings towards him now and appreciation and a gravitation towards him
-that ill have my computer back tomorrow
-being able to reconnect with people from my past
-being an adult
-my eyes and how big and doll like they look
-seeing through others
-my hair and how thick and amazing it is
-food
-physical exercise
-the blissful feeling of surrender today and release of worries and feeling so much more clear minded
-pillows
-more sunshine today and a warmer day for this time of year
-seeing myself in a mirror i thought made me look very thin
-being young and being beautiful
-living in a big city
-deciding to be myself
-getting perspective
-new instagram followers
-boosting seo on business's page
-my unique beauty
-my sensitivity and feeling my feelings
-finding things out that's interesting
-all the signs and omens
-getting groceries today
-the color orange
-forgiveness
-curiosity for my future
-how on stichomancy,coins,and tarot have been
-paying attention to energy
-face yoga
-my softness and vulnerability
-compliments i receive
-men
-sticking to what i want
-detachment
-accepting and loving my neuroticism and being accepted by other's despite it too
-being unique
-desires and motivation and inspiration
-positivity
-sleep
-reflection
-being ok with my issues and learning them and observing them
-comfortable clothes
-using my wounds in positive ways
-how relaxed the coins allowed me to feel
-art
-romance
-my porch
-meeting and knowing a lot of people
-humor and people who get to know parts of you
-connection
-people who are real
-observing how interesting and funny it is the way life seems to move in cycles
-my accomplishments
-being mysterious,enigmity
-people who remember details about you
-instagram
-everyone going through changes,too. from one person going from a super fancy apartment to a more modest but still upscale one since he had the experience of that and now wants to downsize for economical reasons to another person finally get their apartment in the city and living in a trendy neighborhood too,everyone is moving at different paces but moving to achieve their goals. me,next ill be in a new neighborhood too next august and am pre-paving that but trying to enjoy the path since we all get so caught up in where we want to go that we think less of ourselves until were there and then by the time we get there,we lose important things shortly after..so the point is,desire things but try to appreciate where your at,since sometimes because of our own resistances and issues,things may take time.we all got our issues,too.