-strawberrry cupcakes
-naps
-lorazapam
-someone asking me to dinner that i might say yes to
-meditation
-feeling more confident
-TV episodes online
-T kitten
-all my outdoor cats
-M's husband seeming to think i can change things
-sweet soda
-heels
-makeup
-my beauty
-music
-having a baby-face young look
-uber
-my strength
-being smart
-music
-inspiration
-water
-coffee
-feeling filled with life again
-feeling calm and like all will be ok
-mikes strawberry hard lemonade
-yoga
-my black ruffle socks
-fashion