GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-newness
-my legal advocate negotiating a compromise with J that is perfect. a mutual no contact order with it written in there that he has to delete and destroy all x rated/intimate media of me(which i know he doesn't have but just as a safety precaution). The order will basically make both of not guilty and means no hearing or meeting up with my advocate next week to prepare how to defend myself against his fake allegations. all we have to do is go to judge on court day and give them it and it's all over.
-seeing J's evidence the lawyer sent over and realizing his lawyer must've told him most of what he accused me of cant count as evidence since there was only 2 things sent
-my hulu subscription and the TV show i've been watching
-sleep
-losing a slight amount of weight so far
-being pretty
-diet dr.pepper
-those who showed support of my good news
-having goals
-deciding to change my flight dates
-yoga
-blankets
-coffee
-using the tiger thermos MH's wife gave me months ago for the first time instead of just keeping it as a decoration
-cleaning, rearranging, and redecorating
-my phone
-the support and praise i've been getting on my new work
-beauty
-unique beauty
-listening to brainwave music with headphones before napping
-working a lot this month
-feeling my feelings
-masculinity
-petting H cat and him being a little more receptive to me today
-how much E cat loves when me and MH are around even though he's not ready to be petted yet and keeps more of a distance
-my new fluffy stuffed animal lamb i bought yesterday that is so cute.
-shopping
-being stylish
-my new gray belted jacket
-being smart
-being productive
-smiling
-having great cheekbones
-having great skincare products
-physical exercise
-music
-nature
-stopping at the new whole foods that was right by the place i've been going to lately to consider switching to therapy for
-having more money on my food card then i thought
-having integrity
-touch
-facial massage/facial yoga
-ideas
-attractive guys
-my medications