seen ex best friend and gf today.i think they seen me before i seen them. luckily i was not more then 20 feet close to them and no words or eye contact was made. still,am getting tired of all the closecalls where they are near me. it seems they are often having instances where they see me or hear me. i can't help but think it's their manifestation because of that. almost all these occurences just feel like their manifestation the way they happen.i decided to see the good in it,and realize this is helpful for neutralizing my reaction to them for if i ever see them face to face again. after all,my intention is to treat them like they don't exist. not bitchy,but completely apathetic as if they aren't even there. dead eyes and all.
-glass of wine after my shift from work
-cheap liquor prices
-acknowledging my feelings to myself
-slowing down and allowing myself to feel more relaxed in the moment
-getting my reporting done for the last few days
-cute pictures
-laughing
-being smart
-makeup
-hot coffee
-chile mocha coffee
-lemon flavoring
-going to eat out with M and her husband
-laughing
-stretches
-my beauty
-my cheekbones
-my style
-my outdoor cats
-TV episodes on hulu
-sleep
-new perspectives
-going to the gym today
-hot guys
-my weight going down
-healthy digestion
-my stomach becoming flatter
-my venus dimples
-water
-saving money
-goals
-my upcoming trip next month
-that in about a week,week and a half,my money should finally be doing ok
-gaining motivation,meaning,and perspective again on life
-nightskies
-heating pads
-my kind heart
-inspiration
-my medications i'm on