-tuning into a parallel reality and staying faithful regarding T
-physical exercise
-taking care of myself
-letting myself lose my mind a little and finding bits of it in the process
-music
-the apathy mostly being gone
-my eyeglasses
-making efforts
-getting T stickers in the mail
-doing excitement inducement exercises
-being beautiful
-hot guys
-makeup
-sleep
-getting the last word in with every single person that created drama with me and winning
-buying a gift for my friend in maryland. one of the gifts donates proceeds to mental health organizations which i thought was awesome
-positive dreams and omens
-cats
-exceeding my january earnings goal. which also happened to be the most money i've earned ever in a month. and,in a month that is typically very slow for the work i do.
-having a job for primary career planned for the middle of the month
-learning
-self improvement
-having a saks credit card
-having a good credit score
-buying myself a valentines gift of charbonnel et walker chocolates from the theme collection of my favorite book through the looking glass,a dolce and gabbana t-shirt,and M giving me her flowers she was given(she hates flowers).
-warm showers
-cuteness
-reassurances
-prayer
-meditation
-coffee
-dove chocolate hearts
-having my surgery scheduled
-getting my laptop charger in the mail today
-getting a check deposited yesterday so i could fix it from being overdrawn
-lorazapam and not having to take xanax anymore
-getting my therapist flowers
-having beautiful eyes
-the recordings of my voice speaking to myself as a form of self hypnosis i've made and how much i really like them so far
-nature
-books
-being smart
-thinking creatively.
-determination
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