-m's husband picking me up after i had a breakdown. he got me coffee and took me to a store that had reptiles and wild birds that he knew of. it was cool to interact with the birds. there were these beautiful, wise looking white macaws. it almost looked like an owl, both of them. one seemed to even want to make friends with me. we then went to a dollar store. i wanted to pick up a particular kind of vase that i had gotten at a dollar store before, and he got me some cleaning products too.
-sleep
-ativan
-water
-coffee
-letting it out. i've cried a lot of tears in the last 36 hours or so. they just wouldn't stop. my heart wouldnt stop shaking or my hands. maybe this is part of the process. i don't know.
-doing a face rolling session and how relaxing that was
-my bed
-blankets
-pillows
-the little heater in my apartment
-paying off my monthly payment for my main credit card
-hoodies
-the caramel chocolate i ate since now im not giving it to R from the app
-my marine friend R who is always so kind and genuine
my gucci sunglasses
-how great my hair looks when it's brushed
-all the blessings i have in my life
-heartwarming and cute animal stories
-having money
-slippers
-shopping
-fashion
-apricot oil
-entertainment
-deleting the dating app
-staying positive
-ordering a new marble print table cloth for the house and a new eye cream since i'll be out soon
-facetune and youcam mobile editing apps
-retouchers
-getting some jobs assigned for march
-the botox i got
-my lips
-makeup
-being motivated to make changes in my life
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