-talking to D today, and how baby smooth he sounded this time and reassuring and realizing he was calling all those times today for concern about me not to yell at me or ask me any questions and he even seemed to know me well in that moment
-hydrocodone
-potatoes
-lattes
-the rent check clearing
-working for a vodka today
-cash app
-being productive
-mind clarity and deciding to be myself and post what pictures i wanted on social media, the way i wanted
-my hulu subscription
-the beautiful weather
-the wind
-stain remover
-my pink asos socks
-my gucci floral slides
-nightskies
-compliments
-sunshine
-hard seltzers
-my face thinning out
-my beautiful hair color
-beauty
-my beauty
-the generosity in people's hearts
-felines
-my lips
-romance
-my phone
-my medications
-getting more groceries today
-having a rheumatologist appt tomorrow
-that D is staying in my city, which despite it all is the best thing i wanted most of all back when we first ended in winter
-getting my business phone call done
-playfulness
-makeup
-my eyes
-that i manifested getting together with D. I don't even know if i remember setting the intention. it had to have been years ago. and when it happened, it was so surreal.
-water
-showers
-ghee butter
-lights
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