-God keeping me safe and healthy
-best friend's parents giving me some kind of solace and help right now
-my mom calling me when i felt really low
-my mom still being able to give me the ride tomorrow
-water
-deciding it's time to start appreciating dejavu again like i used to since that's a more positive interpretation and all of life is how we percieve i
-dejavu while with my brother last night and how weird it was us both not celebrating christmas while everyone was out and some of the parallells going on
-best friend finally texting
-lights
-l texting me last night
-online forums seeming to be extra active today and yesterday which is nice and getting some advice and encouragement to consider
-seeing how the world is a mirror even shows up my OWN resistances and to not take things showing up that i disagree with as bad signs but instead of my own resistances being spotlightd to me. so grateful for that lesson i learned in summer of 2014 that really hit home for me and has been a game changer ever since it made sense
-my phone
-my brother's cat and the love from him
-models with my kind of teeth which makes me feel confident and inspired
-my job time being confirmed last night
-knowing i'm a winner and a warrior and i will get through this and overcome it and come out the champion
-pictures
-art
-R emailing me last night. he wanted to say happy holidays. it was nice.
-that at least i have my own bank account now
-downloading lyft app and it being easy to use and having a lot of free credits
-sleep
-that christmas is almost over
-how forward looking i am to january
-realizing i just spent the whole day and night here alone and this is the longest i spent here alone since i moved here.