-staying strong and not answering his calls, even if i'm not sure that was the right thing to do though it felt like what else could i do
-that he did try calling all those times
-shopping
-sleeping
-thinking i might give up diet soda
-that fantastic vegan cafe MH found and took me to yesterday
-that yesterday was a good day
-the sunshine and great weather yesterday
-getting all the job stuff i had to get done yesterday
-getting my lip injections yesterday
-MH cash-apping me money yesterday
-music
-fashion
-getting the money i was shorted and 2 checks i was owed
-getting refunded on an uber ride
-getting $5 uber credit from how often i use uber
-having a nice, curvy tight bottom
-my eyes looking younger when i wear half as much makeup
-yoga
-going to my favorite neighborhood in my city yesterday
-being friendly
-being charismatic
-seeing some of my feral cats today.
-getting my lorazapam yesterday when i was afraid i would have to go a few days without
-everything in the daytime seeming to work out really well for me yesterday
-doing more of the stuff i used to do again before my ptsd got worse from J stuff
-compliments
-my vulnerability
-my professionalism
-my charisma
-my kindness
-finding the perfect gift bag and tissue paper for D's gift yesterday
-peaceful sounds
-my sense of style
-water
-cleaning and decluttering
-meditating
-journaling today
-reading more of my book "the universe has your back" yesterday at the coffee shop
-having nice hair
-the internet
-my sexiness
-taking actions to create movement in my life
-my hyaluronic lip moisturizer
-my coolness
-the awesome life experiences that have helped me to develop some self worth, and things to fall back on and remember when feeling down
-my authenticity
-my intelligence
-colors
-romance
-smiling
-buying new pants i can wear to jobs today
-all the jobs i had the last week
-doing laundry and getting caught up on it
-appreciation