-clarity
-feeling a good amount better physically today, and a small amount better mentally
-headphones
-feeling my feelings and processing things
-realizing i like D a lot, and it's time to let J go. What he did that night was very messed up and abusive and even if i feel i can have empathy on his side, and forgiveness, he degraded me and abused me and bullied me and if he loved me and cared about me, he wouldn't have done that. I need to heal my guilt, learn from both his side and mine and let go.
-getting out of the house for a bit.
-cats
-happy memories i can think about
-being special to D and feeling that is true now
-fashion
-having back up meds i had forgotten about to get me through this unexpected difficult detoxing that came about and having my anxiety med prescription get cut with no warning or back up in place at al
-makeup
-validation
-inspiration
-my laptop
-getting things cleaned up a little bit
-goals to better myself
-sunshine
-blue skies
-my leopard print coat
-seeing my old desires having manifested. it's very cool
-listening to theta music and heart chakra music
-wanting to explore deeper into my self and work on making positive change in my life
-water
-others finding me attractive
-coffee
-my feminity
-smiling
-having a caring heart
-caring less about what others think
-my jobs and creative projects coming up
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