everyday,my heart is so empty.
-got a certificate for the fitness seminar i did today. that was pretty cool.
-the feelings of familarity i kept getting during the seminar
-lattes
-makeup
-having pep in my step and feeling more confident having something to do i was excited for and for actually wearing a little makeup and brushing my hair. i got a lot more looks and positive attention,too which is interesting.
-finding pants that i definitely did not see before that best friend's mom loaned me.i swear they weren't there before and look like pants i would want,too and was looking at online. so weird!
-that i'm in therapy now. there's a solace in that,actually.
-the serlatine. too soon to know how it's working yet but am glad to have it with whats going on right now
-manifesting deciding to contact an old friend and her suggesting we get brunch then a gig offer for first career right after feeling lonely last night and depressed. was interesting how that happened.
-having a nice body
-appreciating my look.i like having a sort of nerd-ish,gawky girl look
-that tuesday,i can maybe take a cycling class then yoga
-water