GRATITUDE LIST

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-having a nice chest
-having new hair
-my femininity
-having a caring heart
-flattery
-coffee
-H cat jumping better
-learning
-H cat's eyes looking a lot better
-cuteness
-H's cat's cuteness and personality
-ativan
-water
-rest
-breaks
-news about my unemployment
-getting more deferral on one of my credit cards
-my new daybed
-having great taste
-H cat having more energy
-prayer
-my creativity
-my intelligence
-my sense of style
-my beauty
-cbd oil
-trying vitamin c supplementation for H cat
-beauty
-inspiration
-cuddling with H cat
-love
-pillows
-lip balm
-hyaluronic acid
-clean clothes
-showering
-doing laundry
-sweeping the dining room floor
-having goals and desires
-pleasant memories
-ideas

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-H cat gaining weight and eating and drinking.
-H cat having more energy
-being strong
-H cat having a vet appt tomorrow
-cbd oil
-being able to take care of and heal H cat
-showering
-mopping the dining room floor
-having great style
-weight going down slightly
-doing well on a smaller dose of my anxiety medication now
-walking
-that i can apply for my unemployment assistance tomorrow
-coffee
-doing a journaling session on my balcony last evening that was very helpful
-stretching
-being smart
-fashion
-music
-being an inspiration to others
-being helpful
-disinfectants
-looking like a model
-beauty
-goals
-hard seltzer
-detoxing
-my conviction
-clean clothes
-getting another financial thing deferred until july
-my creativity
-being resourceful
-looking young
-blankets
-towels
-sleep
-sweets

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-entertainment
-H cat's fever being gone
-vet saying H cat looks a lot better
-naps
-stretching
-weight dropping
-successfully tapering off to a lower dose of my anxiety medicine
-hyaluronic acid
-the internet
-being nice
-having great style
-applying for states' unemployment finally for self employed people
-felines
-coffee
-showering
-clean clothes
-ordering a cute eyeshadow palette i wanted
-getting some art statement totebags i wanted
-blankets
-pillows
-rest
-calmness
-feeling like everything will be ok
-my phone
-my maturity and growing as a person
-sunshine
-healing
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-redecorating and putting things in new places
-cleaning
-ideas
-newness
-having nice hair
-getting vegan burger king meal for lunch/dinner today
-water
-doing laundry
-surrendering
-cuteness
-laughing

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-tissues
-wash scrubs
-towels
-disinfectants
-cleaning products
-water
-blankets
-the fresh breeze coming in
-cold beverages
-sunshine
-walking nightskies
-resting
-H cat's sneezing and leaking nose cutting down dramatically
-H cat's eyes looking so much better
-looking so young
-hair ties
-showering
-peaceful sounds
-music
-deciding to add botox to my upcoming appt and taking selfies to study what i want to get done at my next appt
-having beautiful eyes
-entertainment
-colors
-beauty
-trees
-buying more hair bleach and a hair mask for my hair
-succeeding in the semi detox of my anxiety medication
-chivalry
-retinol serum
-that the world is becoming kinder to animals
-cuteness
-optimism
-my beauty
-laughing

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-washing my face
-having great hair
-gaining more confidence
-new styles
-doing a great job with my semi-detox
-colors
-water
-coloring
-self-care
-yoga
-my black with leopard print stripe track pants
-looking so young
-having great style
-H cat and how much better he is doing
-my governor banning filing of evictions right now
-certifying for my unemployment assistance
-walking
-healing
-pleasant memories
-hugging H cat
-cuteness
-cleaning products
-that i might be able to go get my eyebrows threaded in 2 weeks
-music
-my balcony
-sunshine
-beautiful weather
-night skies
-newness
-peace
-feeling my feelings
-rest
-smiling
-coffee
-innovation
-the internet
-being strong

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-H cat doing about 93% better and thriving
-taking back my confidence after the harassement that triggered my ptsd.
-going for a 2 mile walk
-clear blue skies
-seeing cats, bunnies, and other animals
-coffee
-getting my hair lighter
-having beautiful eyes
-that more things are opening in less then 2 weeks and restrictions have been loosened
-that i should be able to get my eyebrows threaded in less then 2 weeks
-that i can get my botox, lips, and filler in june
-having great style
-beauty products
-the internet
-that i should have my unemployment anyday now
-smiling
-having amazing cheekbones
-having amazing lips
-my venus dimples
-rest
-self-care
-H cat being so cuddly
-groceries in the house
-M's husband being nice
-doing good with semi-detoxing
-coloring
-blankets
-sleep
-cuteness
-humor and comedy
-trees
-water
-newness
-still trying to file the police report
-relaxation
-getting black garbage bags to deter the tenant who harassed me from going through my garbage
-being smart
-being able to think independently
-inspiration
-yoga and stretching
-pictures
-innovation
-having thick healthy hair
-my fabric refresh spray

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-sleeping face masks
-rest
-water
-drinking more water
-apple cider vinegar
-H cat's eyes looking so much more relaxed
-H cat playing more
-the breeze by my balcony window
-going for a 2 mile round trip walk
-succeeding in my semi detox
-sunshine
-clear blue skies
-trees
-colors
-entertainment
-face rolling
-my beauty
-yoga
-enjoying the feeling of getting stronger, more flexible, and more aesthetic looking
-H cat getting his cbd cat treats in the mail and liking them
-my unemployment looking to come in anyday now
-doing laundry
-taking out the trash
-saying a prayer for the little dead bird i seen today and putting a gold rose from my house by the bird
-meditating
-relaxation
-night skies
-showering
-cuteness
-cuddles with H cat
-embracing newness
-my daybed
-sleep
-optimism
-being creative
-being smart
-looking young
-moisturizers
-sending out emails
-doing "activism" by emailing senators, alderman and such about issues
-having great lips
-blankets
-vibrancy
-slippers
-smiling
-being a nice person
-healing
-the internet
-my phone
-having great hair
-being strong
-fashion

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-H cat looking and feeling so much better
-being creative
-going for a nice 2 mile walk
-feeling more energetic and more upbeat from increasing my movement
-my digestion improving
-drinking more water
-aloe vera
-apple cider vinegar
-H cat liking the cbd treats i got him
-ice cold water
-coffee
-getting my power back
-my unemployment coming in any day now
-sweating and releasing endoprhins
-colors
-pictures
-cuteness
-bonding with H cat
-trees
-sunshine
-vacuuming the living room floor
-shedding away old layers of me and becoming new
-my sense of style
-discovering new things
-my beauty
-my stomach getting flatter
-vegan cherry garcia ben and jerrys ice cream
-tangerine flavored mikes hard lemonade
-sleep
-sleeping masks
-having great hair
-adidas socks
-my butt getting more toned and rounded
-looking so young
-blankets
-my daybed
-beauty
-being a nice person
-relaxing
-setting positive intentions
-my feral cats
-my femininity
-fun
-my moms cat and brothers cat and moms dog
-phone calls from m's husband
-being unique
-hip stretches
-being smart
-my rose water face mist
-humor and laughing

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-freedom
-cuddles with H cat
-how cute H cat is
-how healthy H cat's eyes look
-having my unemployment now
-getting a response from my alderman today
-taking my vitamins
-sleep
-going for a walk
-after being called a "------- -----" and having "mental issues" the tenant who harassed me sent the cops over to apologize and said he said things he shouldn't have and will leave me alone and that he knows my family friend politely asked him to leave me alone and the police reassured saying no he didn't file a report he just wanted to apologize and doesn't want any trouble. it was weird, but at least it had him admitting he was wrong.
-having a vet appt for H cat tommorow
-drinking more water
-coffee
-going for my walk that's aiming for miles now
-feeling my lower body getting more toned
-cleaning products
-having healthy hair
-my retinol serum with argan oil. it feels so luxe using it.
-a rainbow appearing on my wall over my decal that says dreams do come true from the sun shining in my house
-lighting
-being nice
-transforming into a new person
-all the funds i have available for fillers and botox
-my rose water face mist
-being smart
-cleaning the walls some
-colors
-design
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-being consistent with doing things for weight loss
-the internet
-being realistic with myself
-being strong
-yoga
-getting my power back
-hope
-detoxing
-newness
-passion
-looking like a baby doll
-being unique
-being open minded
-having done some cool things in my life
-feeling my feelings
-my balcony
-baby wipes
-finding enjoyment in the little things
-being productive
-ideas
-my sense of style
-love
-smiling
-my creativity

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-vegan food
-beauty products
-pillows
-getting a lot done today
-having my unemployment money now
-H cat gaining 4 lbs. Made my day
-a rainbow showing up on my wall over one of my inspirational wall decals from the sun and taking a photo of it
-being creative
-appreciating the little things
-sleeping masks
-inspirational videos
-walking
-getting laundry done
-H cat looking more relaxed today
-iced lattes
-going to whole foods today
-getting more flexible
-a new way to take my detoxing a step further
-drinking more water
-air conditioning
-laughing
-amusement
-being able to think independently
-fashion and style
-feeling more energized and positive
-sleep
-sunshine
-trees
-vibrancy
-self nourishment
-m's husbands help
-my endurance increasing
-cuddles with H cat
-colors
-my face seeming like it looked slightly thinner today
-having great bone structure
-looking so young
-being a nonconformist
-meditative thoughts
-rest
-taking my vitamins
-being a nice person
-heartwarming animal stories
-cuteness