GRATITUDE LIST

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-my beauty
-staying strong
-standing up for things
-getting stoned for the first time by myself today
-trying out my astor valerian root chocolates today
-my creativity and talents
-that J is moving out
-interesting documentaries
-stretches
-sounding younger then my age over a decade
-showering
-makeup
-moisturizers
-drinking water
-walking
-cheeseless pizza
-my acupressure mat
-night skies
-going over a week with no contact to D
-coffee
-flavors and spices
-baby wipes
-ginger
-getting my kybella finally the other day
-fashion
-art
-lights
-cuteness
-relaxation
-evolving as a person
-starting to make payments on things again
-flowers
-have 2 jobs this month

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-ibuprofen
-breaks
-healthy digestion
-drinking water
-banana bread
-listening to 2nd chakra music
-sleep
-baby wipes
-showering
-being able to pay some bills
-getting some reflective clarity on things
-M's husband dropping off some things for me
-cleaning
-socks
-sportsbras
-blankets
-cuteness
-love
-leggings
-my taste in things
-flavors and spices
-prayer
-meditation
-moisturizers

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-my next miami trip planning coming along
-having faith
-trusting my judgement
-letting myself be a little crazy at times
-drinking water
-J moving out
-getting more info
-sleep
-valerian orange chocolates
-starbucks
-vegan food
-nourishment
-my face looking slimmer
-my arms looking slimmer
-having nice hair
-being creative and productive
-moisturizers
-cleaning
-going 10 days without talking to D
-leggings
-my sense of style
-hyaluronic acid
-glycolic acid
-being self aware
-my anxiety meds
-art
-my beauty
-face massage
-having jobs this month
-motivation
-listening to solar plexus chakra and theta music
-doing an intention setting exercise
-stretching
-cuteness
-animal lovers, activists, advocates, and heroes
-trees
-birds chirping

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-colors
-getting motivation
-getting things to work out
-reassurances
-ab work
-drinking water
-cleaning
-decluttering
-having a job tomorrow
-nourishment
-starbucks
-entertainment
-buying an ipl facial the other day
-meeting my goals
-blankets
-showering
-new ideas
-taking out the garbage
-getting upcoming trip planned out
-paying bills
-learning
-inspiration
-cats
-face rolling my chin
-getting more body confident
-my arms getting more slender and toned
-moisturizers
-self improvement
-going 2 weeks without contacting D
-my creative side
-sunshine
-being strong
-cutting out toxic people

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-staying calm
-being creative
-being resourceful and doing my research
-calming down
-deciding to start focusing on taking better care of my oral care
-drinking water
-being considered attractive by others
-working today
-starbucks
-smoking some weed tonight
-going over 2 weeks of no contact with D
-having some vodka samples at work
-laughing
-coming to my senses
-clarity
-reassurances
-self reassurance
-sunshine
-clean clothes
-getting the kitchen drawer i was working on organized and decluttered
-animals
-cuteness
-babies
-hyaluronic acid
-learning
-positive things
-beauty
-honest
-showering
-sleep
-good skincare products
-my chin swelling going down
-working on myself
-art
-music

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-doing a 10 minute ab workout
-doing a 15 minute dancing workout
-getting myself motivated
-doing a W cat search
-nightskies
-my balcony
-staying calm
-showering
-eyeliner
-having soft hair
-getting over D by doing no contact which is the point of it
-being high end
-birds chirping
-drinking some hard seltzers tonight
-banana bread
-making goals
-cleaning, decluttering, organizing
-entertainment
-beauty
-cluttering
-new ideas
-people who strive to make the world a better place
-being creative
-trying to get in the flow of things
-the breeze
-laughing
-art
-music
-having a dentist appt made
-walking
-holistic healing

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-calming down
-trying to follow my gut
-using my intelligence
-applying for a rental assistance on my own
-embracing my inner bitch
-cleaning and decluttering
-focusing more on my oral care
-weather cooling off a bit
-pillows
-starbucks
-eating less
-having all my lodging for my upcoming trip booked
-M's husband being there for me
-staying strong
-figuring things out on my own
-knowing how to say i'm sorry
-sunshine
-nightskies
-a label i like wanting to use my picture from ig for their marketing materials and website
-utilizing my resources
-being smart
-being creative
-getting my teal colored envelopes to send off my new merch
-having nice eyes
-booking more jobs
-being productive today
-drinking water
-kind people
-realizing with my monthly earnings, i should be able to get back on track within reasonable time
-playing things smart
-my clothes fitting a little better
-healing
-colors
-fashion
-stretching
-fasting
-cuteness
-animal advocates and animal lovers
-rest
-looking way younger then my age
-being a warrior

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-trying to take better care of my oral health
-feeling better today
-sleeping less today
-doing a nice meditation
-being considered beautiful
-starbucks
-being creative
-being determined and resilient
-seeing M's husband today
-being more motivated today
-vegan food
-my upcoming trip
-looking baby faced
-having a baby voice
-colors
-fashion
-delicious food
-sunshine
-baby wipes
-cuteness
-sweater and jackets
-people who make the world a better place for animals
-self awareness

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-being resourceful
-feeling more motivated today
-the first draft of my D painting i commissioned showing up today and looking great
-confidence
-pillows
-healthy digestion
-being productive
-seeing a new pill for mental health that changes how mental health is treated in my city
-feeling my feelings
-music
-my favorite teddy bear to hold
-cuteness
-showering
-touching up my hair color
-night skies
-baby wipes
-clean clothes
-spaghetti
-compliments
-sweaters
-sending a payment for my rental ledger
-my strength
-moisturizers
-taking better care of my oral health

[buttercup]

-feeling a little better
-chin swelling going down
-ideas
-sleep
-getting the painting of D completed
-drinking water
-laughing
-reassurances
-taking care of my oral health
-cleaning and decluttering
-stabucks
-having a baby face
-colors
-having a baby voice
-entertainment
-pillows
-beauty
-fashion
-music
-great innovations
-sending a tiny rent payment towards my rental ledger
-being smart
-looking up words, researching, and learning
-moisturizers
-self reassurance
-cuteness
-animal advocates