GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-my art work of D being done
-sleep
-running errands with Ms husband
-getting a lot of positive attention today
-being considered very attraractive
-spaghetti sauce
-starbucks
-staying strong
-ibuprofen
-cookies
-taking better care of my oral health
-drinking water
-great weather today
-cuteness
-animal advocates and animal lovers and those who do nice things for animals
-felines
-using a lip scrub today to fix my lips
-getting a cute little chipmunk with a nut trying to hide his face balcony statue
-candy
-getting more W cat flyers
-laughing
-music
-art
-my creative side coming out tonight and being creative
-stretches
-new social media posts to make
-having nice hair
-compliments
-doing laundry today
-decluttering
-healthy digestion
-cleaning
-learning
-growing as a person
-feeling my feelings
-peaceful night sounds
-my heart's desires
-fashion
-trying to surrender

[buttercup]

-air conditioning
-getting my tooth fixed
-trying to figure out ways to heal all the pain in my life
-having a caring heart
-seeing that at least D's new girl isn't anything close to attractive
-getting revenge
-seeing my ferals the other day
-sleep
-preparing for my miami trip
-trying to surrender
-sheets
-preparing for my miami trip
-showering
-talking to m's husband again after all the new drama
-a tenant union member contacting me randomly to see how i'm doing
-new ideas
-beauty
-doing my 5 mile walk yesterday
-vegan food
-holistic healing
-detachment
-entertainment
-researching for B cat
-prayer
-relaxation

[buttercup]

-trying to think only positive thoughts for 24 hrs
-crest whitestrips
-sending a dieuretic for B cat
-getting another W cat possible sighting
-afterpay
-working on upcoming trip notes
-My cat who passed on B, being in a lot of my dreams last night. She hasn't been in them in awhile
-dancing
-ab work
-stretches
-contortion
-music
-drinking water
-semi fasting
-laughing
-birds chirping
-turning the a.c off for awhile
-beauty
-fashion
-inspiration
-yoga capris
-having beautiful eye
-having beautiful hair

[buttercup]

-trying to stay calm, in control, yet letting go
-trying to keep my composure
-trying to follow my inner guidance
-crest whitestrips
-dancing
-music
-listening to music while doing a 20 minute ab workout
-doing a ton of vet calls and emails
-sending a letter of intent to sue to the first instigating neighbor
-drinking water
-semi fasting
-the cat that's been coming by getting caught by paws today to get neutered and finding out he's a boy!
-cleaning the mattress in my bedroom
-sleep
-trying to think more positive
-m's husband saying i lost weight the other day
-cuteness
-cold sugary drinks
-prayer
-laughing
-supportive people
-showering
-being strong
-spending time with cats

[buttercup]

-staying strong through the abuse and pain
-getting b cat healed
-taking action to squash an abuser
-sleep
-cheating on my diet today
-cold sugary beverages
-feeling my feelings
-looking younger
-sunshine and warmth
-air conditioning
-mobile editing apps
-fashion
-my style
-having nice lips
-knowing how to take charge
-awesome recommendations on linkedin
-helpful people
-being considered beautiful
-good stain removers
-makeup
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[buttercup]

-detoxing from abusers and those who don't support me
-self awareness
-sleep
-stretching
-toilet getting fixed
-cleaning
-feeling my feelings
-my beauty making men clumsy
-having a heart of gold
-B cat doing better
-injectables
-making efforts
-having beautiful eyes
-new social media posts
-hot guys
-love
-air conditioning
-birds chirping
-leggings
-socks
-blankets
-entertainment
-motivation
-making more effort to control my thoughts
-colors
-my friend in texas
-art
-electric toothbrushes

[buttercup]

-coming home
-the doctors working with me
-my mom being concerned about me
-m's husband picking me up from hospital
-getting my ipl facial today
-working today
-air conditioning
-blankets
-luxury things
a lot of jobs picking up
-drinking water
-electric toothbrushes
-compliments
-my beauty
-showering
-fashion
-flowers
-sleep
-having nice lips
-having nice hair
-cuteness
-people who help animals
-paying off things

[buttercup]

-getting work things done today
-reading positive, innovative things being done for the plant based industry
-animal lovers and those who make the world a better place for animals
-heart warming stories
-cuteness
-love and crushes
-my beauty
-compliments
-being considered attractive
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-finally having the hair color i want
-learning and inspiration
-entertainment
-music
-dancing
-being able to wear a top today from when my weight was down more
-fasting more
-vegan food
-starbucks
-going for a short walk and the weather feeling nice
-being smart, classy and a stand out
-packing and preparing for miami
-getting my painting of D in the mail
-staying calm
-blankets
-pillows
-colors
-trees
-vibrancy
-doing some reading today

[buttercup]

-drinking water
-my miami trip
-anxiety medications
-cats
-doing positive things
-sleep
-inspiration
-having crazy fun adventures
-newness
-getting drinks, smoking weed, talking and getting along well, getting drunk and sleeping with the photographer from my shoot in miami
-acceptance
-surrender
-telling d some last words
-travel
-having blonde hair
-realizing i have to not let overwhelment consume me
-the pool at my favorite hotel from my last trip
-fashion
-my style
-having beautiful eyes
-growing as a person
-doing fun things
-making a new audio recording affirmation hynosis while in miami
-hot guys
-doing laundry
-helpful people
-blankets
-pillows
-colors
-art
-stretches
-learning
-air conditioning
-cleaning
-hyaluronic acid
-cosmetic procedures
-mobile editing apps
-focusing on my wellness
-trying to get my career back
-moisturizers
-showering
-realizing i've been too hard on myself and im not as bad as i think i am
-being a kind person

[buttercup]

-kittens
-cuteness
-improving my patience
-improving my calmness
-proving im right
-cleaning
-vacuuming
-spending time outside with J cat
-J cat coming back
-drinking water
-goals
-nightskies
-trying to have more body confidence
-all the job opportunities
-how much the tiny kitten likes me
-the kittens sleeping with me
-being a humane person
-fun
-sunrises
-beautiful surprises
-my medications
-my heart's desires
-letting go
-beautiful song lyrics
-chargers
-trees
-handwashing some clothes
-blankets
-pillows
-skipping dinner today
-beauty
-having beautiful eyes
-looking way younger then my age