GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-beauty
-art
-passion
-kybella
-face massage
-my cats being more affectionate lately
-being proactive and productive
-vegan food
-having a loving heart
-sleep
-hyaluronic acid
-blankets
-cuteness
-music
-inspiration
-showering
-buying a little pumpkin today
-trying to live my dreams
-my heart's desires
-manifesting my desires
-becoming more of the woman i've always wanted to be
-my first career
-retinol
-moisturizers
-buying my cat's a new toy
-trying new things
-being blonde
-stretching
-physical exercise
-hoodies
-shopping
-laughing
-my cats doing cute and funny things
-nourishment of self
-that my top choice apartment i still have a chance with
-letting myself feel my feelings and knowing i will move on and heal
-building muscle tone and curvature
-pictures

[buttercup]

-getting approved for both apartments i was waiting on
-paying the move in fee for my top choice apartment and that it's now mine and was taken off the market, off the rental listing sites right after i paid the fee
-being able to see people who pick on me, their flaws and hypocrisy
-cleaning products
-my cats
-walking
-going to yoga class last night
-me and my texas friend starting to kind of amend
-sleeping lip masks
-being smart and creative
-booking alot of jobs
-how much B kitten loves his pinata chaser toy and P kitten too but B kitten goes really crazy
-enjoying the feel of the halloween season
-fashion
-nightskies
-being objective
-prayer
-my pink clothing rack
-my next miami trip coming together more
-clean clothes
-blankets
-being a kind hearted person
-my new eye cream
-being able to delay a payment on payment plans
-feeling my feelings
-redeeming a botox and juvederm deal i have until january to use
-cuteness
-how excited i am to move
-art
-hairties
-learning
-entertainment
-beauty

[buttercup]

-being able to start moving into my new apartment this week
-drinking water
-getting a ride to my bar promo today
-learning new things
-someone who betrayed me last year randomly apologizing to me last night
-being smart and creative
-having beautiful eyes
-being complimented several times told i look way young
-blankets
-nourishment
-buying my art basel ticket
-doing work to get my next miami trip going
-my hoodie that's coming this week
-brushing my teeth
-doing my skincare regimen
-getting what i want
-fashion
-having great style
-having a lot of jobs this weekend
-feeling motivated and more energetic
-my starbucks drink i get
-taking things one day at a time
-retinol
-hair conditioner
-beautiful things
-hugging cats
-cuteness
-being strong
-colors
-ideas
-newness
-my determination
-compassion
-payment plans
-moisturizers
-music
-some of my family culture
-my burberry socks
-joggers

[buttercup]

-drinking more water
-candy
-getting more stuff moved into the new place
-intention manifesting
-working on my solar plexus chakra
-my ex J giving me $500 and a weed pipe in my favorite color
-my kittens
-cuteness
-heartwarming moments
-my starbucks drink
-having my kittens meet a dog
-helping others
-drinking a little and smoking a little weed with my ex J and his niece
-content ideas
-having the keys to my apartment and the place starting to feel more homey
-the neighbor J i have restraining order against moving at same time as me
-naps
-beautiful things
-being beautiful
-going for walks at night
-cats
-prayer
-my determination
-job opportunities
-taking care of my skin
-joggers
-blankets
-cleaning
-hairties
-humor
-reflection
-art
-getting a new flower in the mail
-fun
-inspiration
-my beauty
-people thinking i'm younger then i am
-my upcoming trip
-my item listed on poshmark selling
-vegan food
-healthy digestion
-style
-new ideas
-new experiences
-that i now will be able to say i have my 2nd apartment all on my own
-hyaluronic acid

[buttercup]

-having my 2nd own apartment
-finally sleeping in the new apartment
-cuddling with my indoor kittens
-cuteness
-love
-moving the couch to it's new rightful spot
-soda pop
-drinking water
-booking a good amount of part time work for this month
-rest
-motivation to become an "icon."
-walking at night
-showering
-putting pieces together and cutting out a bad vibes person fast
-humor
-music
-pictures
-blankets
-squats
-prayer
-inspiration
-beauty
-joggers
-art basel planning going well
-fashion
-hairties
-standing up for myself
-buying a chic new coat for winter
-planning new color scheme and mood ideas for my new apartment
-art
-hyaluronic acid
-therapy
-growing as a person
-utilizing my resources
-getting some payments i owe made
-my ex giving me more money again
-good food
-being smart
-my beauty
-having baby doll eyes
-having goals
-designer packaging
-sportsbras
-getting better at things
-staying positive
-new ideas
-embracing change

[buttercup]

-socks
-blankets
-clean clothes
-candy
-walking
-night skies
-reaching a new little self growth goal today
-great deals
-moisturizers
-D bringing the lion back in
-doing my apartment ritual yesterday
-waking up feeling more motivated today
-squats
-bandaids
-beauty
-inspiration
-prayer
-my thoughts getting more organized
-drinking water
-turmeric tea i had the other morning
-entertainment
-things to look forward to
-getting more stuff put away and organized in new place
-cuteness
-cat cuddles
-music
-fashion
-art
-being knowledgeable
-having jobs this weekend
-being powerful
-having my dreams come true
-my beauty
-people thinking i'm a lot younger then i am
-compliments
-filtering out toxic people
-love
-innovation
-my hair color
-having big, clear, baby eyes
-kindness
-calmness
-lights being off
-smiling
-having a caring heart
-having style
-fixing things
-roses

[buttercup]

-trying to be strong
-clorox wipes
-learning
-evolving
-baby wipes
-my hair color
-nice clothes
-rsvping to more art events
-eyeliner
-putting more stuff away and decluttering more
-having a baby face
-sleep
-cat hugs
-cuteness
-fashion
-k.r being found not guility
-my ex covering the k.r case as bodyguard
-the credit card coming
-flowers
-coffee
-blankets
-moisturizers
-weather being a little warmer today
-compassion

[buttercup]

-having a living room/the living room pretty much being done now and feel homey
-my new bedazzled winter jacket
-staying strong
-my work trip coming up
-doing part 2 apartment ritual tonight
-cleansing my face
-having beautiful eyes
-my beauty
-going for walks
-meeting a neighbor in my building who was friendly
-looking like a little girl
-blankets
-creative ideas coming to me on how to make the apartment work space-wise and look cool
-getting celebrity invites
-music
-compassion
-sleep
-having my dreams come true
-feeling motivated
-cleaning
-cats
-having a caring heart
-M buying me a cool artistic holographic art table
-new ideas
-art
-beauty
-yoga
-toning up my lower body
-my blonde hair
-surrender
-my art of R being done

[buttercup]

-coffee
-sleep
-my texas friend J
-manifesting my dreams to come true and living a life most girls dream of
-the awesome stuff that transpired during my work trip
-drinking water
-ginger shots
-hugging my cats and cuddling with them
-amending slightly with M's husband
-relaxing
-walking
-free uber ride the other day
-my sense of style
-showering
-getting my haircut today
-being kind
-my rhinestone studded jacket that i get a ton of compliments on
-being inspired to pusue my passions
-walking
-stretches
-taking care of my skin
-being productive
-great deals
-relaxing
-being considered very attractive
-makeup
-compliments
-strawberry daiquiris
-being smart
-mobile editing apps
-creativity
-inspiration
-having goals
-blankets
-joggers
-bandaids
-music
-staying determined
-love
-humor
-fashion
-beautiful things
-my femininity
-having a baby voice
-chivalry
-clarity
-self love
-moisturizers
-hyaluronic acid
-having travel funds for a future trip
-my creativity
-the smell of roses
-nightskies
-men with respect towards woman
-working to progress and evolve myself
-compassion
-twix bars
-prayers
-my incense ritual i did
-reflection

[olyris]

mine (12):

the sun is always and forever
the moon and tides are famous
everything i do is for goodness' sake
it works to be intellectual (high note here)
the land of nod is working on trust
music is bringing me sexy attitude
it's always about being human
there is no answer to currently to "am i right"
i wanted it all and knew that
the cat has returned with a lot more presence (from hiding)
the people are unafraid and ashamed of no one
whatever happens happens in the name of happiness