-J and him telling me he doesnt want to end things and that he has been practicing saying i love you.
-healing
-coffee
-music
-meditation
-fresh starts
-pretty cups
-all the learning and growing and becoming more self sufficent
-kindness from strangers who could sense i wasn't doing well saying everything would be ok
-lip injections
-trying to stay and be positive
-surrender
-corner bakery monster cookies. They are like crack.
-humor and laughing
-goals
-optimism that this will be a good week
-smiling
-the wind
-inspiration
-motivation
-my determination
-makeup
-aloe vera
-yoga
-my succulent skin gel
-phone calls
-D helping me on Saturday
-seeing a pic of the awesome birthday card i got for a friend
-people considering me attractive
-J making a way to see me thursday knowing i would have no time friday even though that was the day easier for him
-makeup
-coffee creamer
-beautiful things
-my lower legs being sore from all the walking and my skin being tanner
-the supplements i take
-all the work i had this weekend starting thursday
-getting a little quicker about getting my recaps in
-ideas
-entertainment
-compliments
-my phone
-authenticity
-my ambition
-my positive attitude
-going two days in a row not eating anything at all in the day time
-cocktails
-breaks
-expressing myself
-trees
-water
-art
-running into people i know
-seeing myself in a copy of a book i'm in
-love
-my mothering side
-my intelligence
that at 2 1/2 months, almost 3 J and I are still going strong and getting better with each other.
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