Quote Originally Posted by CFTraveler View Post
I wonder if that's a product of age and experience- although I think I always tended to think that way, more or less.
I have traditionally had big, big issus with things like safety, being safe, secure, etc. Structuring my reality so that there were all these rules and consistent patterns (even if they were patterns I didn't like) was weirdly comforting.

I'm sure it's partly age, and a bit experience. Mostly, I'm kinda too tired to spend a lot of energy maintaining patterns and structures in my reality if I don't need them or, more to the point, don't want them. There are aspects of previous created realities that I kind of miss, but maintaining them is too energetically expensive, so I just let it go.