I had a traumatic experience when i was younger and i was wondering if you could help me understand this type of projection .
Basically whenever something violent happened to me like really violent .I see myself walking out my body from a third perspective !
And on one occasion i felt like 2 magnetic poles shifted in me one from the head region going down in front of me to the other one from
the groin region going up from behind !

From what i can gather the common denominator in this is a strong extremely strong visceral emotion in my second chackra or gut
that produce this .These emotion are negative in nature .Do you think there is a way to have extremely strong positive
emotion too and how would i do it ? can NEW help; with minor alteration i guess

thanks in advance