Violent Possession by Negative Entity - Pleading for Assistance (Victoria, Canada)

[Dragon]

I had an intense experience this evening that has lead me to believe that I am possessed by a negative entity.

I've been aware of this entity for years, but didn't really believe in possession until tonight. I was breathing with a friend who is practiced with energy work. He was sending breath through my body and came up against some resistance between my third and fourth chakras. I told him that I was familiar with this block and that it had been around for years. It has caused quite a lot of anguish, at one point almost resulting in suicide. He started searching for the root of the resistance and he discovered an entity that was serpent like and slippery, words I have used to describe this thing to myself in the past (it can also be pointy, dragon-like, and scaly). He tried to contain it which incited incredible anger. It sent out long winding tendrils which grasped on to my arm and around my neck and head. This was unique as it had previously resided almost exclusively in my abdomen area. It started trying to evade his attempts to contain it and grew increasingly violent as if threatened.

I could go into much more detail but to make a long story short, it grew increasingly angry to the point where it was throwing my body around, contorting me into submissive positions, and toying with me while my friend looked on. I didn't feel fear in response to this. It was almost as though it was trying to remind me how well we had been co-existing and was trying to encourage me to remove my friend, the threat to our bond. It grew more violent when my friend drew closer. This culminated in him holding me down while my body thrashed around making crazy demon-like noises (snarls, teeth gnashing, snapping, clicking, hissing, growling). I was conscious the entire time in the background, but felt like this thing had completely taken control of my body. It had incredible strength. All demonstrations of violence were intended to assert its dominance, not necessarily to harm.

It has been around for decades and feels very rooted in me. Indeed it can be hard to tell it apart from myself. I cannot remember a time when it was not present on some level.

My friend recommended I read your book Practical Psychic Self Defense (which I am in the process of tackling tonight after this episode) and, while it contains a lot of enlightening information so far on what might be occurring for me, it seems geared more to small fry entities than what I feel I am potentially dealing with.

I am heading to Victoria, Canada in a couple of days and have received this MIB you could say from my higher self which informed me that part of my healing is to take place there by the ocean. I am sending a call out (or a plea) to you and your followers in the hopes that someone might have a contact for me on the West Coast that could help with safe exorcism or advisement. If not, I would be willing to accept any form of assistance or insight into this issue.

Having this experience witnessed by my friend was validating but also alarming. The entity does not appear to have ill wishes for me at this time. It seems to want to go back to the quiet parasitic relationship we have shared the past couple of years. It has wrecked intense psychological havoc in the past and my fear now is that it knows we are aware of it. I would like to take action before it does.

Thank you for your consideration.

[DarkChylde]

I'll respond when this thread gets moved to the appropriate sub-forum.

As far as your possession goes I will read what you have written when I have vetted it over.

welcome to astral dynamics .

[newfreedom]

I had an intense experience this evening that has lead me to believe that I am possessed by a negative entity.

I've been aware of this entity for years, but didn't really believe in possession until tonight. I was breathing with a friend who is practiced with energy work. He was sending breath through my body and came up against some resistance between my third and fourth chakras. I told him that I was familiar with this block and that it had been around for years. It has caused quite a lot of anguish, at one point almost resulting in suicide. He started searching for the root of the resistance and he discovered an entity that was serpent like and slippery, words I have used to describe this thing to myself in the past (it can also be pointy, dragon-like, and scaly). He tried to contain it which incited incredible anger. It sent out long winding tendrils which grasped on to my arm and around my neck and head. This was unique as it had previously resided almost exclusively in my abdomen area. It started trying to evade his attempts to contain it and grew increasingly violent as if threatened.

I could go into much more detail but to make a long story short, it grew increasingly angry to the point where it was throwing my body around, contorting me into submissive positions, and toying with me while my friend looked on. I didn't feel fear in response to this. It was almost as though it was trying to remind me how well we had been co-existing and was trying to encourage me to remove my friend, the threat to our bond. It grew more violent when my friend drew closer. This culminated in him holding me down while my body thrashed around making crazy demon-like noises (snarls, teeth gnashing, snapping, clicking, hissing, growling). I was conscious the entire time in the background, but felt like this thing had completely taken control of my body. It had incredible strength. All demonstrations of violence were intended to assert its dominance, not necessarily to harm.

It has been around for decades and feels very rooted in me. Indeed it can be hard to tell it apart from myself. I cannot remember a time when it was not present on some level.

My friend recommended I read your book Practical Psychic Self Defense (which I am in the process of tackling tonight after this episode) and, while it contains a lot of enlightening information so far on what might be occurring for me, it seems geared more to small fry entities than what I feel I am potentially dealing with.

I am heading to Victoria, Canada in a couple of days and have received this MIB you could say from my higher self which informed me that part of my healing is to take place there by the ocean. I am sending a call out (or a plea) to you and your followers in the hopes that someone might have a contact for me on the West Coast that could help with safe exorcism or advisement. If not, I would be willing to accept any form of assistance or insight into this issue.

Having this experience witnessed by my friend was validating but also alarming. The entity does not appear to have ill wishes for me at this time. It seems to want to go back to the quiet parasitic relationship we have shared the past couple of years. It has wrecked intense psychological havoc in the past and my fear now is that it knows we are aware of it. I would like to take action before it does.

Thank you for your consideration.

Hi Dragon, welcome to the AD forum

i am not skilled in these areas & have no direct personal experience of dealing & removing entities in an aware way, but i wish you the very best in finding the assistance that you require.

[Osiris]

Greetings

sorry to hear about your spook troubles. I certainly know how that is... First advise is dont sweat it so much. If the powers that be wanted the spook out it would be out or never let in to begin with. They are all to familiar with your predicament and are waiting to see how/when you will respond. Secondly if the spook really did all the things you claim im not so sure You should be the one researching it further, as it will only upset the spook more so. Sounds as it your friend my have some hidden talents he/she isnt quite aware of as yet and may be of greater assistance than they realize if well practiced and well read on the subject. It seems to me the spook put on a pretty big show for nothing if a real threat wasn't there. And in my experience they dont do that.
I would recommend passing for now on psychic self defense book and practice raising your energies through RB's New Energy Ways techniques, heavy energy work is the strongest strategy for shaking attachments that I am aware of. And well directed strong energies by third party can be very powerful. Any shake up on your routine is gonna piss it off. But you gotta start somewhere. best of luck.... and stay positive, no ugly self defeating self talk, no drinking alcohol, no self pleasuring, no lust filled or violent fantasies, no negative energies directed and anything what so ever. pray for assistance in the form of asking for instruction not direct aid. The idea is to brighten the light already in you.

[IA56]

Hi Dragon,
I did take a quick peak at you, and yes I did see it, but as you say it feels like a part of yourself what you have alienated from you, and it will keep your fear and illusions alive so to speak, so you have to take a total new stand, and understand that you are in power of your will, how intimitating this part is or will be, you have to raise you abowe it....I did it and you do it as well...with energy work and third eye focusing rising your energies higher and when this is done, you can start to work why you have let this part develop into this form it is now, it will disappear when you have the knowledge about yourself deeper and gain some knowing about your hiden fantasies.

I feel you are strong and wise, you will succeed, but it will take some time, so give yourself all the time it needs to be solved.

Love
ia